Submissions by Arkarian
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Never really had an interest in writing till recently. I just want to get my thoughts out there.
SELF POEM
Published
15th Jun 2019 6:40am
15th Jun 2019 6:40am
Caving In
The walls are getting closer again.
There's no where to turn anymore.
Everything I have touched has somehow been ruined.
It's like curse.
It's getting harder to breathe now.
The light is getting dimmer.
I feel myself disappearing little by little every day.
And people are disappearing too.
Hope is dimming.
The last little bit of light is fading.
Nobody too really talk to anymore but the words on this page.
I feel so alone.
So forgotten...
The walls are carving in.
There's no where to turn anymore.
Everything I have touched has somehow been ruined.
It's like curse.
It's getting harder to breathe now.
The light is getting dimmer.
I feel myself disappearing little by little every day.
And people are disappearing too.
Hope is dimming.
The last little bit of light is fading.
Nobody too really talk to anymore but the words on this page.
I feel so alone.
So forgotten...
The walls are carving in.
#sadness
#depression
#suffering
#emptiness
#hurt
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ANGER POEM
Published
15th Jun 2019 6:36am
15th Jun 2019 6:36am
We Are No More
Who would've thought you of all people would leave.
Who would've thought I would never get to talk to you like old times.
Is your anger and bitterness so large you can't even see me anymore.
I thought that if I gave you time let you simmer down a bit it would help instead it seems you are now content in your new world.
A world where I have been replaced.
We were inseparable.
And now we can't even look at each other the same.
Was this truly all my doing in the end did I really break this bond that was ment to be "unbreakable"?
You now berate me and...
Who would've thought I would never get to talk to you like old times.
Is your anger and bitterness so large you can't even see me anymore.
I thought that if I gave you time let you simmer down a bit it would help instead it seems you are now content in your new world.
A world where I have been replaced.
We were inseparable.
And now we can't even look at each other the same.
Was this truly all my doing in the end did I really break this bond that was ment to be "unbreakable"?
You now berate me and...
#BestFriend
#heartbroken
#betrayal #hurt
#betrayal #hurt
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SELF POEM
Published
12th Dec 2017 00:38am
12th Dec 2017 00:38am
Still Standing
It’s been brutal the past two and half years.
Leaving home, my home…
It wasn’t easy and I don’t regret it.
So much growth I have seen in myself.
From who I was to who I am now.
The most growth has happened in these past seven months.
New places…
New people…
So many new adventures.
I have lost friends and have gained new ones.
Put myself through situations that would only frighten my younger self.
I found love and I threw it away although there is still a flicker of hope.
I’ve been pushed by those who want me to succeed. ...
Leaving home, my home…
It wasn’t easy and I don’t regret it.
So much growth I have seen in myself.
From who I was to who I am now.
The most growth has happened in these past seven months.
New places…
New people…
So many new adventures.
I have lost friends and have gained new ones.
Put myself through situations that would only frighten my younger self.
I found love and I threw it away although there is still a flicker of hope.
I’ve been pushed by those who want me to succeed. ...
#sadness
#LifeStruggles
#despair
#emptiness
#emotional
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SELF POEM
Published
12th Dec 2017 00:35am
12th Dec 2017 00:35am
The Worthless One
Shattered, fractured, destroyed.
The last thread of hope severed.
So much time I gave you.
So much love I gave, but it was worthless to you.
All others gave you gold and silver.
All I could give you was ash and darkness.
Worthless....who wants ash and darkness?
You deserve silver, and gold.
All things that are beautiful.
I knew we wouldn't last.
I had hoped though...
Hoped that some one would brave the darkness for me.
Trade the Light for Darkness.
Beauty for Ash.
The hope died like flame on a wick
Happiness and love...
The last thread of hope severed.
So much time I gave you.
So much love I gave, but it was worthless to you.
All others gave you gold and silver.
All I could give you was ash and darkness.
Worthless....who wants ash and darkness?
You deserve silver, and gold.
All things that are beautiful.
I knew we wouldn't last.
I had hoped though...
Hoped that some one would brave the darkness for me.
Trade the Light for Darkness.
Beauty for Ash.
The hope died like flame on a wick
Happiness and love...
#SelfReflection
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
4th Nov 2016 2:32am
4th Nov 2016 2:32am
Eyes
Blue...Green...Brown...Gray...Hazel...each color the same, yet each hold a different story.
A different life.
A different soul.
Each color smiles with joy.
Each color cries with sorrow.
Each color brightens with love.
Each color is a life.
A different life.
A different soul.
Each color smiles with joy.
Each color cries with sorrow.
Each color brightens with love.
Each color is a life.
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LOVE POEM
Published
4th Nov 2016 2:26am
4th Nov 2016 2:26am
Alone Again
Back to the beginning again...
Back to those lonely nights...
Back to that all too familiar pain...
A pain that brings back so many painful memories.
Back to tears, while laughter sings in the background.
Things are different this time.
He leaves then returns only to leave again.
He has a darkness plaguing him.
I want to help, but he only pushes me away and leaves.
It hurts, like a slap to the face.
His trust in me is nonexistent.
He says I'm his "girlfriend" but his action scream otherwise.
I thought a relationship ment leaning on one...
Back to those lonely nights...
Back to that all too familiar pain...
A pain that brings back so many painful memories.
Back to tears, while laughter sings in the background.
Things are different this time.
He leaves then returns only to leave again.
He has a darkness plaguing him.
I want to help, but he only pushes me away and leaves.
It hurts, like a slap to the face.
His trust in me is nonexistent.
He says I'm his "girlfriend" but his action scream otherwise.
I thought a relationship ment leaning on one...
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SELF POEM
Published
16th May 2016 6:19am
16th May 2016 6:19am
Fire
Oil is my Blood.
My heart is the Spark.
The Flames are constantly burning.
My Soul is the Fan that feeds the Flame.
My Will is the Tinder.
This Fire is my Existence.
My heart is the Spark.
The Flames are constantly burning.
My Soul is the Fan that feeds the Flame.
My Will is the Tinder.
This Fire is my Existence.
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LOVE POEM
Published
16th May 2016 6:14am
16th May 2016 6:14am
Soulmates
Two strangers that's who we are.
Yet somehow my soul is drawn to yours.
This feeling it scares me...I love you.
Our worlds are so vastly different.
So are our dreams.
We are from two different stories.
We should have never crossed paths.
And yet...I love you still.
We pass by each other once more.
My heartbeat quickens with each step.
You look towards me and it stops.
No....time has stopped.
Our souls meet once again...time restarts again.
Then you leave, tearing your soul from mine.
I feel an emptiness I cannot fathom.
As if I'm...
Yet somehow my soul is drawn to yours.
This feeling it scares me...I love you.
Our worlds are so vastly different.
So are our dreams.
We are from two different stories.
We should have never crossed paths.
And yet...I love you still.
We pass by each other once more.
My heartbeat quickens with each step.
You look towards me and it stops.
No....time has stopped.
Our souls meet once again...time restarts again.
Then you leave, tearing your soul from mine.
I feel an emptiness I cannot fathom.
As if I'm...
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SELF POEM
Published
24th Feb 2016 00:21am
24th Feb 2016 00:21am
Black
Oblivion....beyond the light a darkness looms.
....Black, and Cold with no form.
It is fear...fear of the Unknown.
The Black, a place I never wanted to go.
....But I've been chained too Oblivion.
....Black, and Cold with no form.
It is fear...fear of the Unknown.
The Black, a place I never wanted to go.
....But I've been chained too Oblivion.
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SELF POEM
Published
24th Feb 2016 00:16am
24th Feb 2016 00:16am
Loneliness
It's raining again....there's a chill permeating the air.
My chest is constricting with anguish.
My eyes are stinging with unshed tears.
I'm Breaking slowly...every piece that breaks away kills me more inside.
I'm alone....every minute I'm alone I Die...
....soon nothing but a Broken shell will remain.
My chest is constricting with anguish.
My eyes are stinging with unshed tears.
I'm Breaking slowly...every piece that breaks away kills me more inside.
I'm alone....every minute I'm alone I Die...
....soon nothing but a Broken shell will remain.
522 reads
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LOVE POEM
Published
22nd Feb 2016 4:18am
22nd Feb 2016 4:18am
Loveless
A stab....it pains me!
...My Name?...
...It's Loveless.
The ripping of my battered soul....
.....this Agony!
It reminds me of this cursed name....
...Loveless
Everyday there exist this throbbing ache.
Some day's all I feel is numb.
My Name?
.....It's Loveless
...My Name?...
...It's Loveless.
The ripping of my battered soul....
.....this Agony!
It reminds me of this cursed name....
...Loveless
Everyday there exist this throbbing ache.
Some day's all I feel is numb.
My Name?
.....It's Loveless
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