jigg82
Poem Published
22nd Sep 2022 3:36pm
22nd Sep 2022 3:36pm
A Shattered past
I feel I’m at war here.
.
Cannot find a sheltered place.
.
I know that you crave more in this.
.
But we're so many stars away.
~~~~~~
|Fuck|!!! q:^(>…IT!!!
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I offered this heart
With all the steel to peel.
These wounds so quickly revealed.
How am I to ever heal for real.
When this godamn pain has congealed.
A wish to start this from the start.
Before we tore it all apart.
We will always be.
A shattered past in the dark.
...
.
Cannot find a sheltered place.
.
I know that you crave more in this.
.
But we're so many stars away.
~~~~~~
|Fuck|!!! q:^(>…IT!!!
~~~~~~
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I offered this heart
With all the steel to peel.
These wounds so quickly revealed.
How am I to ever heal for real.
When this godamn pain has congealed.
A wish to start this from the start.
Before we tore it all apart.
We will always be.
A shattered past in the dark.
...
#heartbroken
#MovingOn
#disappointment
1026 reads
23 Comments
jmerrick73
Poem Published
19th Sep 2022 9:33am
19th Sep 2022 9:33am
Dismal???
I am so unloved.
So fkn unloved.
Tired of all the shit that's followed me all the days of my life.
49 yrs old and already had more than one wife.
Alone is what i deserved.
Alone is what i got.
Alone is what i am.
This is my destiny.
I've accepted this.
P.o.s that ain't worth piss.
May God in heaven forgive me for my wickedness.
I know in my heart i deserve nothing short of death in hell.
Help me god.
So tired i am.
Mentally fogged i have become.
Mentally numb.
Day in day out.
Sleep all fkn day even while...
So fkn unloved.
Tired of all the shit that's followed me all the days of my life.
49 yrs old and already had more than one wife.
Alone is what i deserved.
Alone is what i got.
Alone is what i am.
This is my destiny.
I've accepted this.
P.o.s that ain't worth piss.
May God in heaven forgive me for my wickedness.
I know in my heart i deserve nothing short of death in hell.
Help me god.
So tired i am.
Mentally fogged i have become.
Mentally numb.
Day in day out.
Sleep all fkn day even while...
#sadness
#loneliness
#rejection
#heartbroken
#emptiness
422 reads
1 Comment
koolcatjay419
koolcatjay
koolcatjay
Poem Published
19th Sep 2022 00:59am
19th Sep 2022 00:59am
If Were Not Thicker Then Water Don't even bother
hey all I just thought i would post this song i wrote i thought it also fit the poetry area real well i go by the pen name Jaylee Rivers feel free to check out more of my stuff on
https://songwriterlink.com/beta/JR_23_2022
verse 1 Life, has a way of showcasing the lies
Because the truth is not so easy to hide behind
If you can't look me in the eye
Than there must be a reason why
And I don't have time for your kind
chorus So only call me if you're honest
If we're not thicker than water
Don't even bother ...
https://songwriterlink.com/beta/JR_23_2022
verse 1 Life, has a way of showcasing the lies
Because the truth is not so easy to hide behind
If you can't look me in the eye
Than there must be a reason why
And I don't have time for your kind
chorus So only call me if you're honest
If we're not thicker than water
Don't even bother ...
#sadness
#anger
#sister
#heartbroken
#disappointment
338 reads
3 Comments
Kewton_Magic1
KewtonMagic
KewtonMagic
Poem Published
18th Sep 2022 2:17am
18th Sep 2022 2:17am
Sorry my Dear heart
My dear heart, I am so sorry that I hurt you.
I am sorry that your name changed from sweet heart to So Hurt.
I am sorry that I trusted you with some one that hurt you so much. You loved so whole heartedly and did it repeatedly but it all was paid with vanity.
I am sorry that you trusted so much little knowing that it would be ephemeral. You have cried and bled rivers, the pain constantly flows like the rivers of Babylon. You're alone like a first born with no sibling and everything is sizzling.
I am sorry that you loved so deeply and immensely but that was...
I am sorry that your name changed from sweet heart to So Hurt.
I am sorry that I trusted you with some one that hurt you so much. You loved so whole heartedly and did it repeatedly but it all was paid with vanity.
I am sorry that you trusted so much little knowing that it would be ephemeral. You have cried and bled rivers, the pain constantly flows like the rivers of Babylon. You're alone like a first born with no sibling and everything is sizzling.
I am sorry that you loved so deeply and immensely but that was...
#depression
#loneliness
#heartbroken
#breakup
#hurt
594 reads
6 Comments
righteoussilence10
Poem Published
12th Sep 2022 6:49am
12th Sep 2022 6:49am
Coastal Clouds
i often think to myself on why is love so painful, why waste breath on it? like I don't get it, I wasted my breath on you, i was loyal to you even you weren't mine. its like I was destined for my own downfall for falling in love with you, because it doesnt make sense because we clicked so much and we were so alike, we were close, you trusted me with your body. you trusted me with your mind and your heart and i gave you mine, but it was all a sham, because you thought i was gonna play you, but you played yourself because i never planned on playing you. now. im sitting up above the coastal...
#anger
#anxiety
#loneliness
#heartbroken
#emptiness
407 reads
1 Comment
jmerrick73
Poem Published
31st Aug 2022 1:19pm
31st Aug 2022 1:19pm
Heartbreak Again
After 1 week i still feel the heartbreak.
I wish this pain would end soon.
My eating habits have changed drastically.
Not eating enough.
Sleeping too much.
Falling hard in love is the worst thing to ever happen to me.
If i ever get over this, I'll never want this again.
I wouldn't want you to go through this kinda pain.
Tightness in my chest.
Heart attack?
Not so lucky.
Stomach pains.
Migraines.
Hard to swallow.
I would give everything to not feel this.
God help me.
How do i find a way out of this? ...
I wish this pain would end soon.
My eating habits have changed drastically.
Not eating enough.
Sleeping too much.
Falling hard in love is the worst thing to ever happen to me.
If i ever get over this, I'll never want this again.
I wouldn't want you to go through this kinda pain.
Tightness in my chest.
Heart attack?
Not so lucky.
Stomach pains.
Migraines.
Hard to swallow.
I would give everything to not feel this.
God help me.
How do i find a way out of this? ...
#sadness
#loneliness
#heartbroken
542 reads
0 Comments
jmerrick73
Poem Published
26th Aug 2022 9:04am
26th Aug 2022 9:04am
F.M.L 2022
I've said it more than once in many different ways.
F.M.L is how it's always been and always will be.
I've come to accept the fact that another love in my life just isn't going to occur ever again.
I'm to live alone.
Just as I'm to die alone.
Shit happens.
Just it's been happening the past 48 yrs of my life.
So I'll continue to say FML until that fateful day of death occurs.
Nobody is ever gonna love me again.
I'm not an attractive man.
I don't make alot of money.
I'm just fucked.
Bring me peace.
Eternal peace. ...
F.M.L is how it's always been and always will be.
I've come to accept the fact that another love in my life just isn't going to occur ever again.
I'm to live alone.
Just as I'm to die alone.
Shit happens.
Just it's been happening the past 48 yrs of my life.
So I'll continue to say FML until that fateful day of death occurs.
Nobody is ever gonna love me again.
I'm not an attractive man.
I don't make alot of money.
I'm just fucked.
Bring me peace.
Eternal peace. ...
#sadness
#loneliness
#rejection
#heartbroken
#confusion
339 reads
0 Comments
Oslynray
Rosalyn
Rosalyn
Poem Published
17th Aug 2022 12:21pm
17th Aug 2022 12:21pm
Note to her father
Man to man,
You really messed up
Broke this heart that now
I’m left to heal…
My girls so broken,
She’s so effected by little “nothings”
For her, everything’s a big deal.
You really fucked up,
No matter what,
It’s like my love not enough…
no matter what I show her,
She’s too hurt to believe it
And she lets it roll off of her shoulder.
You dropped that ball,
And chose to miss her life,
Chose to reject your our daughter,
…now she’s broken inside,
And when I look at her
She tries her best to hide… ...
You really messed up
Broke this heart that now
I’m left to heal…
My girls so broken,
She’s so effected by little “nothings”
For her, everything’s a big deal.
You really fucked up,
No matter what,
It’s like my love not enough…
no matter what I show her,
She’s too hurt to believe it
And she lets it roll off of her shoulder.
You dropped that ball,
And chose to miss her life,
Chose to reject your our daughter,
…now she’s broken inside,
And when I look at her
She tries her best to hide… ...
#anger
#grief
#father
#heartbroken
#daughter
309 reads
2 Comments
MsRockyJackson
Poem Published
7th Aug 2022 5:03am
7th Aug 2022 5:03am
Damn You
They say love hurts and they weren’t really lying I never thought you’d have any impact on my life when I first saw you.
Everything about you I at first underestimated, probably at first assumed the worst about you just like how you assumed the worst in me, but after a few stolen moments together was all it took to change our perspectives of each other.
Though that I try to deny that you aren’t my type of guy I cannot hide the fact that you make me feel everything that I haven’t felt in a long time.
Even though you already got another woman in your life I can’t help but feel so...
Everything about you I at first underestimated, probably at first assumed the worst about you just like how you assumed the worst in me, but after a few stolen moments together was all it took to change our perspectives of each other.
Though that I try to deny that you aren’t my type of guy I cannot hide the fact that you make me feel everything that I haven’t felt in a long time.
Even though you already got another woman in your life I can’t help but feel so...
#love
#depression
#loneliness #heartbroken
#loneliness #heartbroken
928 reads
11 Comments
Vampyre497
Poem Published
3rd Aug 2022 5:31pm
3rd Aug 2022 5:31pm
A Prerogative of Nothing
You intrigue me. What is your game? Are you playing at a higher level or a lower one? You’ve never explained your purpose to me nor to anyone else, as far as I can tell.
People have many judgements of you but you’ve never truly divulged that information. People say that you’re a bitch or that you really don’t care or pay attention, but I don’t think that’s you. I don’t think people give you as much credit as you deserve.
However, the reason they don’t is that you have put up a shield to disguise your true self. Rather than being the true person you are you have covered your true...
People have many judgements of you but you’ve never truly divulged that information. People say that you’re a bitch or that you really don’t care or pay attention, but I don’t think that’s you. I don’t think people give you as much credit as you deserve.
However, the reason they don’t is that you have put up a shield to disguise your true self. Rather than being the true person you are you have covered your true...
#sadness
#love
#regret #heartbroken
#regret #heartbroken
320 reads
1 Comment
Vampyre497
Poem Published
31st Jul 2022 7:05pm
31st Jul 2022 7:05pm
Dear Moon
Dear Moon, I went back to the parking spot last week to see if the sky was any clearer this time. Every time I drive by I see you being formed in the constellations, only to realize that you weren’t a star but a comet passing by. We grazed hands and at long-last, a probe wasn’t landed; I can’t say that much for you from before.
Dear Moon, I know that I cannot say anything, and that I really shouldn’t, but it’s so hard when others question.
Dear Moon, I wish I could return to that night with you. I wish I could return to that hill with you. I wish I could’ve brought another blanket...
Dear Moon, I know that I cannot say anything, and that I really shouldn’t, but it’s so hard when others question.
Dear Moon, I wish I could return to that night with you. I wish I could return to that hill with you. I wish I could’ve brought another blanket...
#sadness
#love
#regret
#heartbroken
#bittersweet
540 reads
0 Comments
Yellowbone25
Poem Published
31st Jul 2022 4:37am
31st Jul 2022 4:37am
Broken
Not physically
But mentally Broken!
Beautiful lies
Handful of tears of Broken promises
So all I do is cry.
On the day I become "wifey"
On the day I become worthy of dates,kisses and hugs
Cooked dinner or breakfast in bed with some good sex and maybe some head!
Not physically
But mentally Broken!
Drain completely also emotionally
Hoping and praying that one day you'll understand that I need you to be able to be my man!
Someone who doesn't shy me away,
Because your problems to bigger than mines for you to fix...
But mentally Broken!
Beautiful lies
Handful of tears of Broken promises
So all I do is cry.
On the day I become "wifey"
On the day I become worthy of dates,kisses and hugs
Cooked dinner or breakfast in bed with some good sex and maybe some head!
Not physically
But mentally Broken!
Drain completely also emotionally
Hoping and praying that one day you'll understand that I need you to be able to be my man!
Someone who doesn't shy me away,
Because your problems to bigger than mines for you to fix...
#relationships
#heartbroken
763 reads
2 Comments
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