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Coastal Clouds

i often think to myself on why is love so painful, why waste breath on it? like I don't get it, I wasted my breath on you, i was loyal to you even you weren't mine. its like I was destined for my own downfall for falling in love with you, because it doesnt make sense because we clicked so much and we were so alike, we were close, you trusted me with your body. you trusted me with your mind and your heart and i gave you mine, but it was all a sham, because you thought i was gonna play you, but you played yourself because i never planned on playing you. now. im sitting up above the coastal clouds looking down on you crying because you were too late, im gone, the breath i wasted on you was the last i was able to breathe, now my family can see it in my eyes
I hope you know you hurt me
I hope you know I’m cryin
When you said you don’t deserve me
And pulled off in the night
And now my family’s gettin worried, say they see it in my eyes
Because I’m lonely and uncertain if I’m gonna be alright I tell em
A week ago I’m chillin just writing another song
About a girl I had a vision and dreamed her singing along
She was my world and then it all fell to the ground and I was wrong
Did I do this to myself? I had to call her on the phone yeah
Wondering what you gonna tell ya friends and ya family
How you fucked another dude
How you handle it?
Are you in pain when you flex on the gram and shit
Or does it break your heart when I’m not there with ya
Said you never knew how much you would care for me
Since the day I met you thought you’d be there for me
Being alone really never was rare for me
Being in love was something I was scared to be
Never forget the night when you was drivin away
New whip, new girl there was nothing that I could say
You were pleading, kinda cryin, couldn’t really read your brain
Feel like a bullet hit my lungs and the air was replaced with pain
Talkin to my pops, wish you were here right now
Wish you could hold me down and catch my tears right now
Because I’m lonely and I know that you could heal my frown
It’s true, it’s you
It’s been hard to open up since I lost you I lost trust
I was scared that I knew anyone could leave me in the dust
I’m not talking about you, I’m really talkin bout us
When it all falls down that’s when I need to look up but
I told her I love her and when I blow up imma bring her backstage
Now I’m stuck wondering why the fuck we can’t back to that day
But you gon remember what you did if this kid could ever catch fame
'Cause you were the first girl I loved but you still made my damn heartbreak
Gave her everything I had, she was different from the last
Bought her roses by the bag, now they dyin in her lap
Had to say it in a rap, know I’ll never bring you back
Shoulda know from my past that nothing’s ever built to last
Written by righteoussilence10
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Author's Note
this was about a girl named Anna i thought she was the one
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