Heartbreak Again

After 1 week i still feel the heartbreak.
I wish this pain would end soon.
My eating habits have changed drastically.
Not eating enough.
Sleeping too much.
Falling hard in love is the worst thing to ever happen to me.
If i ever get over this, I'll never want this again.
I wouldn't want you to go through this kinda pain.
Tightness in my chest.
Heart attack?
Not so lucky.
Stomach pains.
Migraines.
Hard to swallow.
I would give everything to not feel this.
God help me.
How do i find a way out of this?
How do i stop this pain?
Mental Therapy is needed?
Possibly.
Prayer is all i have to assist.
Nauseous all day.
Only time the pain stops is when I'm sleeping.
Feeling this heartbreak is affecting my jobs.
Dammit man.
Wish i had a xanax to take this all away.
I'd rather be a zombie than feel this shit.
Crying every fkn day.
We're talking major sadness.
True blue depression.
Shit sucks.
I'm in the fkn dumper no doubt about this.
As i close my eyes i see her before me.
Long brown hair.
Luscious lips.
Sexiness at it's finest.
This lonely heart i don't need.
This shattered heart could kill me.
Constantly.
I miss her.
I want her.
I need her.
I must have her.
All alone i am.
I feel i am just damned.
All the days of our lives we seek out someone to love and be loved.
Meanwhile nothing prepares us for the ending of that said love.
Nothing.
What can we do?
Mask the hurt & pain with drugs or alcohol?
So damn sick of this madness.
So damn sick of this sadness.
Who or what has the fkn cure to a broken heart?
I yearn for the day i never wake up.
I look to the heavens for eternal solace.
Please.
I miss my lady love.
Will i see her face again on earth or in the heavens above?
God only knows.
All i know is I'm so fkn heartbroken.