Kaden_Malis
Kaden Malis
Kaden Malis
Poem Published
31st Dec 2024 4:14pm
31st Dec 2024 4:14pm
Calloused
Forever feeling pain
Hidden death of falling stars
Lost trust somewhere in stabbing rain
Nursing scars of a hurting heart
Truth lies within goodbyes
Decisions always ruminate to roam
Didn't recognize the cries from inside
Eternally cursed to feel alone?
Fade into moonlight and dust
Swept away in floods of delusional love
Heart's been left to fade in rust
A dying disease ridden dove
Callous feelings care no more
Protected perfectly by
A cast iron cage with no door
No longer affected by love or lies ...
Hidden death of falling stars
Lost trust somewhere in stabbing rain
Nursing scars of a hurting heart
Truth lies within goodbyes
Decisions always ruminate to roam
Didn't recognize the cries from inside
Eternally cursed to feel alone?
Fade into moonlight and dust
Swept away in floods of delusional love
Heart's been left to fade in rust
A dying disease ridden dove
Callous feelings care no more
Protected perfectly by
A cast iron cage with no door
No longer affected by love or lies ...
#despair
#emptiness
#heartbroken
#loneliness
#sadness
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Heart_of_Stone
Poem Published
30th Dec 2024 8:27pm
30th Dec 2024 8:27pm
Hush
the silence of a falling snow
the sunrise caress of earth
the passage of clouds
an eagle soaring high above
the hush before a first kiss
your soft exhaled breath on skin
of a falling tear
in the vacuum left behind
my heart missing you
and the dreams once shared
of the life built together
silently weeping for what might have been
the sunrise caress of earth
the passage of clouds
an eagle soaring high above
the hush before a first kiss
your soft exhaled breath on skin
of a falling tear
in the vacuum left behind
my heart missing you
and the dreams once shared
of the life built together
silently weeping for what might have been
#heartbroken
#IMissYou
#love
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DarkPopPrincess
Poem Published
30th Dec 2024 2:46am
30th Dec 2024 2:46am
The Moment I Knew
I kept seeing that purple dinosaur ride, its teeth seething.
And then, it came- this constant thumping noise that I heard outside of my mind. From the time I had forgotten about- me humping that Scooby Doo pillow-thing.
And somehow, in that moment, I thought I knew.
That my father may have sexually abused me.
And then, the biggest scream erupted from me outside that abuse shelter, in that backyard playground, where innocence was supposed to be.
Two female facilitators came, and as I saw them, I ran to the gazebo, in the very back of the outside area as if though I was...
And then, it came- this constant thumping noise that I heard outside of my mind. From the time I had forgotten about- me humping that Scooby Doo pillow-thing.
And somehow, in that moment, I thought I knew.
That my father may have sexually abused me.
And then, the biggest scream erupted from me outside that abuse shelter, in that backyard playground, where innocence was supposed to be.
Two female facilitators came, and as I saw them, I ran to the gazebo, in the very back of the outside area as if though I was...
#heartbroken
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Kaden_Malis
Kaden Malis
Kaden Malis
Poem Published
29th Dec 2024 1:30pm
29th Dec 2024 1:30pm
Forget
Forget my smile
Forget my laugh
Forget my eyes
Forget all those things you said
You loved so much about me
Forget my utterly unexplainable devotion
To every little whim of yours
Because your happiness was all I wanted, all I needed
Your desires are what I lived to fulfill
Yet it wasn't enough
So please just forget
Everything about me
And hopefully one day I'll be able
To forget about you
Forget my laugh
Forget my eyes
Forget all those things you said
You loved so much about me
Forget my utterly unexplainable devotion
To every little whim of yours
Because your happiness was all I wanted, all I needed
Your desires are what I lived to fulfill
Yet it wasn't enough
So please just forget
Everything about me
And hopefully one day I'll be able
To forget about you
#breakup
#heartbroken
#rejection
#sadness
#separation
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backdeckbenny
Poem Published
27th Dec 2024 8:15pm
27th Dec 2024 8:15pm
A Love Story
Love ferociously.
Just don't attach.
It's attachment that causes the pain, not the love.It's the desire to own,to keep, that waters the seeds and feeds the weeds of our own discontent.Our own broken heart.
How stupid are we?
Go ahead attach, attach to anything and when detachment arrives we will ache for days,weeks, months and years.Our lives will dissolve in a torrent of tears.We couldn't see that our attachment was stronger than our love.
We are all stupid!
Love, true love, never can and never will be taken from us, even if the...
Just don't attach.
It's attachment that causes the pain, not the love.It's the desire to own,to keep, that waters the seeds and feeds the weeds of our own discontent.Our own broken heart.
How stupid are we?
Go ahead attach, attach to anything and when detachment arrives we will ache for days,weeks, months and years.Our lives will dissolve in a torrent of tears.We couldn't see that our attachment was stronger than our love.
We are all stupid!
Love, true love, never can and never will be taken from us, even if the...
#heartbroken
#love
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Kaden_Malis
Kaden Malis
Kaden Malis
Poem Published
27th Dec 2024 4:24am
27th Dec 2024 4:24am
Bring you back home
Dreamed 'bout you last night
Beauty bowed at your feet
Angels looked at you with envy
God's masterpiece personified
We had time on our side
Living free without a care
No future to think and plan for
No burdens to bare
I held you in the cool autumn nights
Sitting in the back of my truck
Wondering what I did
To deserve such luck
We danced through golden fields
Barefoot we waded in the creek
Both waiting for the other
To say how we truly felt
But time betrayed us ...
Beauty bowed at your feet
Angels looked at you with envy
God's masterpiece personified
We had time on our side
Living free without a care
No future to think and plan for
No burdens to bare
I held you in the cool autumn nights
Sitting in the back of my truck
Wondering what I did
To deserve such luck
We danced through golden fields
Barefoot we waded in the creek
Both waiting for the other
To say how we truly felt
But time betrayed us ...
#bittersweet
#heartbroken
#memories
#nostalgia
#sadness
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buckaduck
Poem Published
24th Dec 2024 4:22am
24th Dec 2024 4:22am
Washing Machines
I saw you, in secret.
In my head we are in glad rags,
And holding hands.
The green on the knees of your skinny jeans,
Faded in the washing machine,
Me from your memory.
I cut down our oak tree by the bayou.
It was too big to fit in the trunk of my car,
So I fed it to the river.
I’m stuck in that afternoon,
When I yelled out goodbye,
But you were too far to hear me.
I’m the same now, but,
I burn my stained clothes now,
Because I'm fucking terrified-
Of washing machines.
In my head we are in glad rags,
And holding hands.
The green on the knees of your skinny jeans,
Faded in the washing machine,
Me from your memory.
I cut down our oak tree by the bayou.
It was too big to fit in the trunk of my car,
So I fed it to the river.
I’m stuck in that afternoon,
When I yelled out goodbye,
But you were too far to hear me.
I’m the same now, but,
I burn my stained clothes now,
Because I'm fucking terrified-
Of washing machines.
#anger
#grief
#heartbroken #love
#heartbroken #love
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Kaden_Malis
Kaden Malis
Kaden Malis
Poem Published
21st Dec 2024 11:18am
21st Dec 2024 11:18am
Lust
We melted into thick fog
Hand in hand
Watching the moon
Slowly rise and wane
Eyes fixed on each other
Spinning our web
Of selfish lust
Desiring to be fed
Unaware our creation
Was a poisonous parasite
And would slowly eat away
Until our desire would die
Hand in hand
Watching the moon
Slowly rise and wane
Eyes fixed on each other
Spinning our web
Of selfish lust
Desiring to be fed
Unaware our creation
Was a poisonous parasite
And would slowly eat away
Until our desire would die
#dark
#greed
#heartbroken
#lust
#sadness
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Da_kwesta
Poem Published
15th Dec 2024 11:48pm
15th Dec 2024 11:48pm
The Last Note
I met her in the sway of twilight,
the hum of a bus station alive with strangers.
She stood like dusk personified-
skin the color of midnight’s promise,
eyes that held the weight of unspoken galaxies.
Her laughter was a quiet storm,
shaking loose the edges of my solitude.
She sat beside me,
and the world shifted its rhythm.
A fleeting conversation turned eternity,
her words folding into me like pages
pressed too tightly to separate.
When she came into my life,
it was always with whispers,
love letters tucked...
the hum of a bus station alive with strangers.
She stood like dusk personified-
skin the color of midnight’s promise,
eyes that held the weight of unspoken galaxies.
Her laughter was a quiet storm,
shaking loose the edges of my solitude.
She sat beside me,
and the world shifted its rhythm.
A fleeting conversation turned eternity,
her words folding into me like pages
pressed too tightly to separate.
When she came into my life,
it was always with whispers,
love letters tucked...
#bittersweet
#heartbroken
#love #rejection
#love #rejection
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Indie
Miss Indie
Miss Indie
Poem Published
15th Dec 2024 11:25pm
15th Dec 2024 11:25pm
familial souvenirs for a past life
I want to shred your face
with my fingernails
I want you to hug me
and tell me you've always
loved me
and let all perceived sins
be forgiven
I want to forgive you
let the past float
into an ocean of new
where this blood
doesn't haunt us anymore
I want to take this pain
and shove it through your chest
and pretend like you feel
... something
I want you
to feel something
for me
that isn't blind animosity
and generational violence
I want there...
with my fingernails
I want you to hug me
and tell me you've always
loved me
and let all perceived sins
be forgiven
I want to forgive you
let the past float
into an ocean of new
where this blood
doesn't haunt us anymore
I want to take this pain
and shove it through your chest
and pretend like you feel
... something
I want you
to feel something
for me
that isn't blind animosity
and generational violence
I want there...
#anger
#betrayal
#family #heartbroken
#family #heartbroken
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Indie
Miss Indie
Miss Indie
Poem Published
14th Dec 2024 8:16am
14th Dec 2024 8:16am
the only solution to the mess you made is to blow everything up
1. This is our first Christmas without you
I keep thinking it's strange
I don't have to buy you snacks
this year
because what else do you buy
the man that doesn't need anything?
2. There's a division so wide
we'll never conquer it
and so far I'm the only one
thinking about this rift you cultivated
and trying to figure out
why it was easier for you
to put knives in your children's hands
and have them fight each other
for your love
rather than have enough love to give
3. I always thought my...
I keep thinking it's strange
I don't have to buy you snacks
this year
because what else do you buy
the man that doesn't need anything?
2. There's a division so wide
we'll never conquer it
and so far I'm the only one
thinking about this rift you cultivated
and trying to figure out
why it was easier for you
to put knives in your children's hands
and have them fight each other
for your love
rather than have enough love to give
3. I always thought my...
#betrayal
#family
#heartbroken
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goodwolf1966
jimmy
jimmy
Poem Published
14th Dec 2024 00:04am
14th Dec 2024 00:04am
retracts
just in
the middle
of our
kiss, she
opens
her eyes,
realizing
i am not
the man
that she
has been
dreaming
of, she
retracts
from our
kiss,
from my
arms.
the middle
of our
kiss, she
opens
her eyes,
realizing
i am not
the man
that she
has been
dreaming
of, she
retracts
from our
kiss,
from my
arms.
#deception
#disappointment
#escape
#heartbroken
#secrets
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