loosing myself in plain site

loosing myself in plain site
or is it that all the fear an shyness
i once had has turned int incredible courage
and power viewing people an life differently
realizing there's more to life than vanity
learning to enjoy the simpler things  
rocking back on the sea shore
watching the waves crash an
looking out my window at night
in awe at the magnificence
of god's creativity looking at the stars
light up the night sky
no longer smoke weed to get a high
it comes naturally
finding my self not getting angry
i just stay calm an smile brightly
looking way beyond physical appearances
but my vision leads deep into the soul
loosing myself in plain site no more
anger or dark thoughts just pure humbleness an patience.by swade