Im Not just fighting for you,Im fighting for us.Inspired by:Comfort In Words (poeticsoldier)

Fight for you ,Is that what you said
When the smallest fights went to world war 3
Now your throwing grenades
You said I was the only life you knew
I fought too loose
Watch you walk away ,as I gasped for my last I love you's
I begged for you to see Me,Understand Me
It was like crying tears In the rain
You couldn't understand the hurt and pain
Yea I cheated ,And done some things I regret
You cheated too,And it cut so bad it was like holding my breath
But never getting  any air,You can blame Me
Count up my did wrongs,But does it make you better
Leaving Me knowing ,My heart is where you belong.

And too think you would involve your family with us
They wasn't there those nights when all we had was us
Struggle after struggle heart break to down fall
You called your family ,they wouldn't even answer your call
But you throw them @ me too
Is that the low sick shyt your forced to go thru.
I begged for your forgiveness,and still you shut me out
I locked my self in a room and poured out my demons to you
I prayed you would stop judging me,and just forgive
But you cast me among the shadows and watched the lights go dim.

So fight for you ,That's all I ever did.
Too fight and keep loosing I will over and over again
If I knew one day I would win and feel safe in your arms
I would fight until my hands were blistered and bloody
Fight until i was to weak to walk,and even then I'd say fuck it and crawl.
Fight to Love harder and gain your respect.
But I guess this love is self-reflective?
Forbidden unless understood?
Forgiven but never forgotten?
I guess you will never recognize the good...
If I fight longer and analyze the situation, maybe I'll start to blame myself?
What if I pretended to like all the  things you did ?
If I said I love you today and not tomorrow
Would I finally be reaping my own Karma...
Because I don’t want to fight you any longer?

Will one day you just love me,back and laugh
And hold me ,and whisper baby lets start over that was the past.
Would you like me better If I just suck it up and take all the blame?
Well I will take the blame..Im fighting to loose
and your not holding on to my grip..