Lost

My mind is spinning of all the thoughts in a day
And I guess the love I thought we had was just a play?
In my eyes I've portrayed you to be the veryyyy best  
My friends they hated you... they'd say "girl put him to rest"
But naive I may be, I still have strength
I am lost
 
In sadness, but rage you are left with such hateful thoughts
Even though we don't speak you'll think I was to blame
I think of you daily, as I you probably think what a shame
No one loves as hard and much as I wish you did toward me
We had such good chemistry in such a short history and  
My thoughts  they are lost and thrown around like a tornado flew around Frank Ocean
And me I'll be hoping that you would just let me in that small part of your broken heart so keep it open
 
You see despite all the feelings I am still here
No matter how much you messed up, it doesn't matter
And I just hope you know I believed in you
You see lost are my thoughts, but I was in love with you