My soul

Search the ground for the pieces of my soul,
I became lost in my thoughts again to break my heart is the ultimate goal,
i don't think i was meant to be anyone friend.
tortured by feelings that say it's love, but in the end all i feel is pain. to sink in pity way down below,forget my only wish is for people to forget my name. it would be easier if i could not feel, my soul is torn by thoughts of her. then reality sets in and i have  to deal, and realize that i will be alone forever.
when she is happy, i turn away and run, when she is mad, she curses my name. sometimes together we have lots of fun,
i was only hoping that she would feel the same.
my life is trapped in an empty pit, struggling to rise above the darkness. mind to weak to stand on it, i lay down and pray for death.
tear stream down the side of my face, knowing that i am alone in my sorrow. why did i get stink with this fate, i regret that i will see tomorrow.