My Last Letter

what have i done
my dear rosalinda
you gave me an important lesson
i shall always remember you
my dear gianna
i wish things could've been different
mother you gave me the will to survive
from all the beatin you gave me
dad i will love you
for your hard work and honesty
Marco i want us to be brothers again
but we have too many differences
Miguel you will have always been my inspiration
to push myself and try harder in life
Diego I will forever be sorry
to the things i have done to you
Jorge i wish i was the older brother youu wanted
i failed you.....i regret this life
David the little brother i never got to know
maybe if things were different i would've been there for you
All of you meant something to me
all of you made an impact on my life
Frank good news
i will finally get to see you in the Afterlife
Joker, the poet who died young
i will meet you as well although i never met you
To you reading this you may not know me
but i want you to know to live on and never give up
Death i will have a very interesting conversation with you
and want to know why you intrude in young lives
God know that i may not hold the same beliefs i did when i was young
but that i hold faith in you through the end
Lucifer I know you will have fun
torturing my blackish soul and demented mind
To all my friends you have helped me
in ways that even i dont know but thank you
To all the people i wished i got to know better
i want you to know that u guys were awesome to know
To all the strangers in the world
keep your shit together and learn from my mistakes
To all the abusers in my past
you never took my life and you never will
and finally to myself
you could have put more effort
put more work
but now your in here
and your never getting out until you die
you have to live with the consequences of your actions
maybe in these final moments you'll find peace
and come to terms with your past and put it behind you
although its unlikely you dont know whats going to happen
i hear footsteps close by