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Just Breathe
Just breathe...
I tell my self these words as I exit out the email with tears in my eyes, I will put these poems together inside a book showing to this girl that helped me grow in many ways that she meant to me. The good and the bad, the happy times and the dark times that she did not attend. I will let go of the tragedy that was my first love in those words, I will move past the scars and hurtful words and I will dedicate that book to her.
Despite everything, she taught me alot about myself.
Now I have to pick myself up, brush off the dust, talk my love's hand, kiss the razors goodnight and bury my broken heart inside of it's grave. And move on, to a better life, a better world. A new day, I am going to be something better than I have ever been. I am going to be a mom, and I will care for someone and make them proud of me.
This is what I've waited for my entire life.
Thank you Alexis for giving me the strength to show that I am not weak, and I can handle anything and everything someone throws at me.
Thank you Andrew for helping me stand after I let myself and everything fall around me.
Thank you Little Baby inside of me, for giving me the courage to know that there is still one more chance to try again. You have given me the answer to something I didn't think could ever exist.
Get up.
Move on.
Smile.
And...
Just breathe.
I tell my self these words as I exit out the email with tears in my eyes, I will put these poems together inside a book showing to this girl that helped me grow in many ways that she meant to me. The good and the bad, the happy times and the dark times that she did not attend. I will let go of the tragedy that was my first love in those words, I will move past the scars and hurtful words and I will dedicate that book to her.
Despite everything, she taught me alot about myself.
Now I have to pick myself up, brush off the dust, talk my love's hand, kiss the razors goodnight and bury my broken heart inside of it's grave. And move on, to a better life, a better world. A new day, I am going to be something better than I have ever been. I am going to be a mom, and I will care for someone and make them proud of me.
This is what I've waited for my entire life.
Thank you Alexis for giving me the strength to show that I am not weak, and I can handle anything and everything someone throws at me.
Thank you Andrew for helping me stand after I let myself and everything fall around me.
Thank you Little Baby inside of me, for giving me the courage to know that there is still one more chance to try again. You have given me the answer to something I didn't think could ever exist.
Get up.
Move on.
Smile.
And...
Just breathe.
Published 26th Jun 2012
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