Side effects of masochism

i so appreciate your gift
the way you group the words, the phrases.
always...
well,
they are filled with wisdom, truth and descriptiveness,
presented in just the right and proper way,
leaving me,
relishing what you say.

I am so happy you haven't forgotten me. A gift, I love that my dear mystic. That you appreciate my strange grouping of words and phrases makes me smile. I know I am weird. lol but I am full of wisdom if you know how to read it. And it seems you know how to do that. Thanks for dropping by to share with me, I wasn't sure who might understand this one. ;)

You are so freaking naughty Lil Lady, it's really good to see you back and to read you again. To freaking tight

You know I am the naughtiest ME! ;) If you didn't see this one I would have been so sad because I knew you would get it. Pulling my hair while my eyes say pull harder... Spanking me for being a dirty little slut while I am whimpering for more. Making me... * nevermind, naughty look * I always love getting a 'freaking tight'... especially for being a kinky little freak. lol

As always this is very sexy, superb read sweetheart
Another magical read
Love and light
Ron xx

Very sexy is the best way to be. ;) I love that you call me sweetheart, that's so endearing. And Magical definitely makes me smile. The more responsibility they give me at work the more I need to be dominated. I always find myself wanting to be pulled into an office or conference room... or rubbing against the chair. :p

Who doesn’t provoke just to get rewarded? It’s not punishment….
I so get this, girl.  

Soooooooooooo good to read you. Happy 2025.

Shhhh.... you aren't supposed to tell Mary... It's oh so fun to be a brat bracing for what comes next when he really gets angry isn't it? Forced to submit to his every darkest desire and whim. Tormenting you, making you shake all over, whimpering, begging... ;)

It's so great to see you, I hope you had a great holidays and a great start to the year!!!

back with a bang! a sensational piece...L

Hey BC, it's been forever... I really love a good bang. ;) And sensational is such an awesome word. I am glad that some can understand me so well. For some reason I feel like you would definitely make a little brat submit... wouldn't you?

ahhh if only...you made my day....L

Well tied...gaged...and  pleading. So very .....hot. Love this piece

Hey Fia, so good to see you... Oh yeah tied, gagged, and pleading... We love it a little too much don't we? Well not the gag, I don't like being gagged because I am very noisy. lol I am so happy that you love it and made it hotter by showing up! ;)

The kind of thing that brings the animal out in a person. And that pic is super sexy.

Nice to see you around, friend 😁

I have been told I am the kind of thing that brings out the animal in a person. ;) I was reminded of that by being sore for four days straight. But that just makes you remember things that much more vividly doesn't it? Not a fan of gags at all but I did love that picture... The expression is perfect. So good to see you too DC. I know it's been forever. How's 2025 treating you?

Not too bad this year. Last year had it's ups and downs. Hope this year has been good for you so far.

I have been on a rollercoaster myself, hanging on for dear life so I don't fly off and end up more of mangled mess. :p It seems everyone wants something from me. (well everything from me)

Well I just want you to take care of yourself, friend. Make sure you find time to chill.

Thanks, I really appreciate the reminder about taking care of yourself. I definitely need that. Been going from one extreme to another... some chill time would be nice.

Masochism doesn't get the justice it deserves.  It takes real strength of character to obtain sexual pain and turn it to pleasure..
I did my Master's on this subject.
Reading you validates my theories....

Thrilling picture.
You're an expert in portraying subjects in need...

BIG

Ah, I do my Master's... hand, paddle, mouth, cock, ... I feel like often a guy is reluctant to give a masochist what she needs. To be used and treated like a dirty little slut, fucked hard while pulling her hair and spanking her. Made to choke on a cock until it explodes in her mouth. Forced to cum until she can't anymore and then licking it off his fingers. Fuck I am horny. I shouldn't be replying to comments. lol I like turning theories into reality. ;)

Smells like cum in here!

Haha, it sure does! But is there a better smell than that? It definitely distracts me from work though. And I have so much damn work to do while the whole time I just want to be bent over the desk rather than sitting at it rubbing against my chair... I am a lost cause I suppose...

Just need to find your niche.  Combine your talents and desires with your needs, goals and obligations.  I might be able to help with the work part of your problem, but I certainly can help with the bent over part.  Whichever makes you a happier human.  

Work has been going exceptionally well, too well I guess. When work tries to consume you completely, you find yourself doing 'everything' at work even things you shouldn't. Needs, goals, and obligations are all tangled together. Talents and desires too... ;)

What an interesting web you weave!

Beyond perfect by the amazing lady of poetic creativity. A+ Hugs and love, O

Well hey Oral, you are always such the flatterer but I love it. ;) And the hugs and love too. I suppose my strange way of expressing myself might be called creative. And I have more passion than I can contain in this little body... so I love pushing boundaries or having them pushed. ;)

YES! My Goddess you are amazing--one of a beautiful kind. XOOX

Damnit, how am I supposed to reply to that? that took my breath away. :) such a lovely thing to say even if I don't feel worthy.

There's a special kind of hell waiting for you...
It's actually a side room in heaven. All the angels in line waiting to be corrupted by you.
Then they'll re-repent. Lol

"There's a special kind of hell waiting for you" Geez, thanks! Yeah I know it's true but still. lol A side room in heaven huh? I am so used to hell, I wouldn't know what to do in heaven unless it was corrupting angels so they fall. I suppose they could find all sorts of ways to punish me for my sins prior to realizing that they like fucking with me way too much. I don't think they would repent.

👏 👏 👏 absolutely amazing 👏 queen 👸 very illicit desires and overwhelming lust 😍 honey nicely done all in one!!

Please 🙏 keep 👏 on writing ✍ ok 👌 peace ✌ and blessings 🙏 always 💖 shalom

Well hey Richy... Damn you make me smile... And yes constant very illicit desires and overwhelming lust, it's so hard to handle these intense needs all the time. Always begging for it, even at the most inappropriate times... What can I do? I need to be spanked for my dark fantasies.

I hear that Kris I'm ready when 🤔 you are u heard 👂 always looking for a good sub!!  Ok honey! Peace ✌ and blessings always 🙏 shalom

Another insightful, well written expose of your internal lust and anxious workings. The gothic, dead, dark references throughout - Poe would have enjoyed.  
 
From the read, I sense your concern by needing more masochism that you are crossing the line of Rubicon (anxious). You'll just need more and more to possible eventual detriment.  Conversely, you are apt at being on the edge. You know your lustful needs and how to embrace and immerse in them.  Why not engage? Youthful exuberance - fuel the passion while you still have the provocation.  The boundary between pain / pleasure blurred but you have the "corrective lenses" to see clealrly. : )

You are always so insightful yourself DaVinci. 'internal lust and anxious workings' So much anxiety and I need sex so badly to help with that. Poe would have enjoyed, Oh God I absolutely love that... That made me feel so damn good.

I crossed a line long ago or shall I say it was crossed for me at a young age. I have continued to push those boundaries to the breaking point, needing more. I am definitely very good at standing so close to the edge, one foot over, always ready to fall, wanting to fall. Pulling others to the edge with me until they hurt me. The boundary between pain and pleasure was eliminated long ago.

Deep, flowing write, provocative (which should be expected but always surprises), and loving (which given the subject is also a surprise).
A fantastic read, engaging lust, love, sorrow, with the desire to protect at odds with the desire you give what you want and need.
Hi beautiful, been a minute but I'm so glad to see your writing has grown so much.

I do love to surprise, and I am glad you can see the depth to include the loving aspects as well. But you are a shaman after all... "We rail against the passions but never think that it is from their flame that philosophy lights its torch”. I rail against the passions in a different way. I am consumed by them and my constant intense needs that only seem to grow stronger and reach forever deeper into the 'forbidden'. It's so good to see you APPS, it's been so long. That you think my writing has grown means so much to me.

What a provocative and intense poem!
The final line, "While the sadism of the garden is blooming", suggests a sense of inevitability and growth, highlighting the complex and multifaceted nature of human

Provocative and intense, that's me. ;) I do seem to be the water and sun (or darkness more appropriately) that feeds the sadism of the garden blooming. It is a sense of self-destruction, an intense need for all the tentacles to grab my legs spreading them open while growing into me... Inevitable that I attract those who want to split me open in every way possible to feed the garden more, unlocking the darkest parts of the mind. The darkest fantasies brought to life... enacted, growing more intense.

That last line, “the sadism of the garden is blooming.” Is beautiful and striking. Great last line to this hot piece!

Hey Daniel... Ah yes... that last line says so much when you know how to read it. I am so glad you do. The relationship between sadism and masochism is a very intimate one,  an intensely passionate one. Those needs consume completely and they only grow, grow much stronger, much darker...

Amazing spill Kristina, the different themes being explored with eloquence and thought provoking images. Sometimes writers think that trying to be explicit in the text itself will be hotter, but a true erotica will lead the reader, leading them into the labyrinths of imagination.
It's really great work.

Ah, the labyrinths of my imagination and body run very deep leading you into the forbidden places where most people won't go. I love how you always find your way into the labyrinth and can see in the darkness that lies there. I agree, true erotica does not need to explicit, although I do love the explicit too... but I try to keep that more so over on xinaskirt for those that don't want to see it. ;) It's so wonderful to see you Wally...