Long gone

 We loved 
We laughed 
We fucked
I cried 
Never did you care
Still I gave everything for a family 
A cherry tree in the back yard with a tire swing
a 4 door passenger automobile
car seat in the rear
baby on board

For what
For me to move on
Grown kids now understanding 
and you
You stay in the state of  fucking delirium
Rocking the jewelry I bought you 
Texting me to come to my bed 

I'm gone 
Long gone