The Cure

I can't describe in words how I truly feel,
feeling like my existence is indeed a curse.

They say you, Jesus,
is the cure.
But how do I know
that this isn't just another way
to divide people?
After many go to Hell
and few go to Heaven?

Lord,
can we both go inside Hell,
living like Dante's Inferno,
except to save the damned too?
Including me?

I don't wish to believe I'm better nor worse.
I've done both.
I just want to see others truly for the magic they are
and want to finally see me
as special
in the way I was meant to.

So, please tell me
how I can truly talk to you
when I wanted more?
When I was the girl
on a star
who wished
to shine a light
so bright
it would save all.