Submissions by DarkPopPrincess (Princess Alia)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Writer from the grave XXX
The Beauty of Nature
My passions and arts are in the simplest form.
I'm proud of everything I've created.
So elegant and beautiful.
Photography, art, drawings, writings. It all came from me.
And it is all so beautiful.
I can start life over
in a little forest of hope.
I'm proud of everything I've created.
So elegant and beautiful.
Photography, art, drawings, writings. It all came from me.
And it is all so beautiful.
I can start life over
in a little forest of hope.
#MyInspiration
#SelfReflection
#SelfWorth
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Can't Unsee The Truth
I'm writing this story, and I'm now 100% obsessed with getting it finished.
But I wish it didn't have to be polished and neat to be accepted.
Oh, God, this world is sick. This world kicked me. This world destroyed me. This world is superficial and fake.
But damn it, I want my voice heard. "I want my pink shirt back." I'm a library full of pop culture.
A few more months of having to fake all of this.
My story will be heard.
I'm that girl, Diana Rose, coming from the dead.
To live out a tale that is so...
But I wish it didn't have to be polished and neat to be accepted.
Oh, God, this world is sick. This world kicked me. This world destroyed me. This world is superficial and fake.
But damn it, I want my voice heard. "I want my pink shirt back." I'm a library full of pop culture.
A few more months of having to fake all of this.
My story will be heard.
I'm that girl, Diana Rose, coming from the dead.
To live out a tale that is so...
#lies
#sacrifice
#suffering #TruthOfLife
#suffering #TruthOfLife
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I Give Up
I give up trying to say the most positive thing.
I give up trying to not let my negative thoughts consume me.
No, I want them to devour me. Because that little girl who didn't have hope and who will never have hope deserves every bit of my compassion as the girl in me who's strong and who feels capable of anything and everything.
I give up on being loveable. On being liked or adored.
I just wanna be me no matter if it's crazy, negative, or insane.
There's still this part of me of course that wants to shrink back and say I don't deserve...
I give up trying to not let my negative thoughts consume me.
No, I want them to devour me. Because that little girl who didn't have hope and who will never have hope deserves every bit of my compassion as the girl in me who's strong and who feels capable of anything and everything.
I give up on being loveable. On being liked or adored.
I just wanna be me no matter if it's crazy, negative, or insane.
There's still this part of me of course that wants to shrink back and say I don't deserve...
#SelfReflection
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Monopoly
Wal-Mart. The FEMA camp.
Mark of the beast from Yahweh.
One world government...
I see in my visions people living off monopoly money. Whatever they start with. Except this game is for real. The hunger games. Trapped in Wal-Mart scrambling with their money, what they based all their worth and value on. Pitiful sight, but necessary. Food scarcity. Only so much food they can buy before you run out of money.
And when you do, you die.
I could write this off as some sick fantasy, but I know it's more than that. I know it's real.
I...
Mark of the beast from Yahweh.
One world government...
I see in my visions people living off monopoly money. Whatever they start with. Except this game is for real. The hunger games. Trapped in Wal-Mart scrambling with their money, what they based all their worth and value on. Pitiful sight, but necessary. Food scarcity. Only so much food they can buy before you run out of money.
And when you do, you die.
I could write this off as some sick fantasy, but I know it's more than that. I know it's real.
I...
#dark
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Quiet, Human. From now on, I am the one who makes the rules
"She's psychic!"
"There's no way she could be that intelligence. She's not special, she's not-"
Alia, with her eyes of depth that glow, is now under control. With her powers, she is like Mewtwo. She has control over the body and soul. The person who defied her, who put her down is now being manipulated into submission. Is now being shown the scary images of Alia's past.
"Make it stop!" They say.
"Quiet, human. From now on, I am the one who makes the rules."
"STOP!"
Torture,...
"There's no way she could be that intelligence. She's not special, she's not-"
Alia, with her eyes of depth that glow, is now under control. With her powers, she is like Mewtwo. She has control over the body and soul. The person who defied her, who put her down is now being manipulated into submission. Is now being shown the scary images of Alia's past.
"Make it stop!" They say.
"Quiet, human. From now on, I am the one who makes the rules."
"STOP!"
Torture,...
#SelfReflection
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See Me
I want people to see me without being upset that I'm upset.
People never just meet me where I am at.
I don't need your help or your pity because I could never have help.
Help is empty promises, empty words, empty concerns.
I lie over my own body,
over my grave where Sarah the nice girl is buried.
Only Alia Lynch and Diana Rose remain.
To make Angel Light Rose.
People never just meet me where I am at.
I don't need your help or your pity because I could never have help.
Help is empty promises, empty words, empty concerns.
I lie over my own body,
over my grave where Sarah the nice girl is buried.
Only Alia Lynch and Diana Rose remain.
To make Angel Light Rose.
#grief
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Alia Roams
In the serial killer's home, Alia roams.
Mirrors all around, she faces a clown.
He's the passion killer, Richard Rose.
The serial killer?
It's Margaret. Margaret Rose.
The sweet, unexpecting lady that no one suspects.
Outside, she's sweet.
Inside, she's seething
with a rage so deadly...
Couldn't handle jail for even one day.
At least Richard had passion.
She's cold as ice, untouchable.
But both are bad and equally disgusting.
My parents...
Alia, the girl curious of everything, climbs herself out of well, but they...
Mirrors all around, she faces a clown.
He's the passion killer, Richard Rose.
The serial killer?
It's Margaret. Margaret Rose.
The sweet, unexpecting lady that no one suspects.
Outside, she's sweet.
Inside, she's seething
with a rage so deadly...
Couldn't handle jail for even one day.
At least Richard had passion.
She's cold as ice, untouchable.
But both are bad and equally disgusting.
My parents...
Alia, the girl curious of everything, climbs herself out of well, but they...
#SelfReflection
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The Life of a Dark Girl
You wouldn't ask to be in my shoes, babe.
You couldn't handle it, babe.
Feeling so high like a kite,
then it all crashes,
and then, you realize you're the crash.
You got no cash to live
in this greedy world.
But I love it, babe.
Yeah, it's sexy, it's crazy.
You'll never understand
the life of a dark girl.
Did the darkness choose me
or did I choose it?
Either way, you know I drive you wild in bed.
You know you fantasize about stealing from
those who are cruel
and keep this cruel world
going on. ...
You couldn't handle it, babe.
Feeling so high like a kite,
then it all crashes,
and then, you realize you're the crash.
You got no cash to live
in this greedy world.
But I love it, babe.
Yeah, it's sexy, it's crazy.
You'll never understand
the life of a dark girl.
Did the darkness choose me
or did I choose it?
Either way, you know I drive you wild in bed.
You know you fantasize about stealing from
those who are cruel
and keep this cruel world
going on. ...
#dark
#TruthOfLife
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No Prescribed Solution
I used to be one of those girls who would fall for those sales pitches online. Help for all kinds of things. For getting the guy, for popularity, for motivation, for making money. Anything.
Those videos that would offer a solution, but then, you're met with a payment page. I'll never understand the kind of people who ask for so much money for a program that gives a prescribed solution that may not work for everyone. I've fallen for it before, but thankfully, I never paid that much at all for them. Once for a how-to on getting popular. I never followed the advice entirely because it...
Those videos that would offer a solution, but then, you're met with a payment page. I'll never understand the kind of people who ask for so much money for a program that gives a prescribed solution that may not work for everyone. I've fallen for it before, but thankfully, I never paid that much at all for them. Once for a how-to on getting popular. I never followed the advice entirely because it...
#SelfReflection
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Existential Dread
I realized today why I have existential dread. Its darker reasons.
I have existential dread about why money exists, why people wear clothes, and so forth because my family made me feel disgusting. Like an animal. Not a human. Not a beautiful soul. But a body that they could take advantage of. That they could beat, rape, and destroy. I never felt like anything but a meat suit. A piece of meat.
I remember when I was 21, going out with this guy, thinking I liked him, but then going to the restroom, being vulnerable in there, feeling disgusted. All I kept thinking was...
I have existential dread about why money exists, why people wear clothes, and so forth because my family made me feel disgusting. Like an animal. Not a human. Not a beautiful soul. But a body that they could take advantage of. That they could beat, rape, and destroy. I never felt like anything but a meat suit. A piece of meat.
I remember when I was 21, going out with this guy, thinking I liked him, but then going to the restroom, being vulnerable in there, feeling disgusted. All I kept thinking was...
#dark
#tragedy
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Grieving
Grieving on how my story was always too dark to be told. That when I told it, I'd either get censored, be told I'm too triggering, or be looked at with those pitiful eyes. I get that not everyone will do this, but it happens enough times to where it's saddening.
I'm alone often for this reason. I don't want to talk because it takes up too much energy to do so. Which is why I've ignored talking on YouTube for months and months. The expectation to do it perfectly makes me wanna drop dead. Other people's expectations scare me. I must do it solely for me. But still I absorb people's...
I'm alone often for this reason. I don't want to talk because it takes up too much energy to do so. Which is why I've ignored talking on YouTube for months and months. The expectation to do it perfectly makes me wanna drop dead. Other people's expectations scare me. I must do it solely for me. But still I absorb people's...
#bittersweet
#grief
#heartbroken
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An Unspoken Truth
Reflecting on the toxic relationship I was in earlier this year, there's a profound truth that I have learned. A truth that's unseen. Unspoken. The forbidden truth. The truth that inconveniences men who don't get a lot of women. It is this very truth that shakes me to my core. Fear. So much fear around it.
As a woman with a more positive aura than the man I was with and who was an easy magnet for men, I knew from the beginning that I felt uncomfortable. But as usual, I ignored that feeling.
He was one of those nice guys who said all the right words, but his actions...
As a woman with a more positive aura than the man I was with and who was an easy magnet for men, I knew from the beginning that I felt uncomfortable. But as usual, I ignored that feeling.
He was one of those nice guys who said all the right words, but his actions...
#anger
#anxiety
#dark #fear
#dark #fear
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