I Cry Inside

I cry inside
so sad and broken
trying to find my place
in this abyss so wide
I'm hurting so deeply
and I cannot find
the answers to
this painful life

what do you want?
you think I hate you
you want to understand, but can't
and I cry inside
not able to find
a working solution
to end this fight

It hurts so bad
the words you throw in my face
you can't see my love, my sadness
I feel so disgraced
I'm hurting so deeply
and still I brace
for more pain, more sorrow
hoping my efforts will be seen and embraced

I cry inside
and I cannot find
the answer to
this painful life

I cry inside
and I cannot find
a working solution
to end this fight