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hunting the immortal value
desire to understand, is breaking me
building build then tear down
seeking wisdom from you my love

rejected need I feel you pull away
anger injects sadness
you walk away and leave me in the emotional storm
doubt that you could still love me resounds
and I crave your intimacy

you want me to look your way
my pride gets in the way
but I love you so fevently it hurts
touching your aura
trying to accept what was and is

with new horizons always opening
my glitter becomes blinding
my voice a sharp blade
the more you deny me

keening inside no one mortal can take me
am I so hated
that you push and pull on me
separating me for your pleasure
such a charachter
laughing with you, at myself
my pain becomes unbearable

have you created me in vain
that I will be but a temptress cast off
deeply I stir my thoughts
entertaining demons so not to bother you

redemption so far out of reach
touching the promise but falling
time again this isn't what you want from me

you are weary, I am also