sparkle

 
jilted craven pale of thought
crystal clear confusion
looking into the mist it swirls red
meaning indecision
so I check the ruins
something is moving against me
levitating then elevating and touching the sky

the onyx corridor opens
and I approach my father
it is a great and weighty thing
rarely do I bother him here

the watchers speak in unison
permission is granted
so I slowly approach

he is Wisdom
he reads my soul
hex upon hex it is a curse
purification ritual should cleanse you of this ill

Father what of my heart
ahh he says I warned you not to love a mortal
but Father you assigned this meeting
by the wheels of fate
I've done my best

committed myself to him
love is not something to be fixed with a potion
it is inspired by the soul
then grows with time

through the ups and downs
true love is possible
erase the doubt,Father
you are my greatest love
is a broken heart part of my journey

twinkle the sparkle and unglaze his eyes
so that he sees what's good about me
my crime is being kind
among a group I called family

if it be father my origins is the stars
my doubts grow as my hurt increases
sometimes I think I shouldn't be here