inside these castle walls

Fuck off
don't touch me

Please touch me
why won't you fucking touch me
you know what... go touch yourself
I don't want you anyway

And that's how it goes
your fire, my ice
my fire, your ice

I don't want to be alone
you make me feel so alone

You say I don't talk to you
but you don't talk to me either
you talk at me

Is it too much to ask that I matter?
Cause yes, right now it's too much
for you to expect that you matter

Fuck off
I'm tired of the sound of you

Why don't you ever fucking listen to me?

I watch you enter a room
I get up
I leave
I pace
you tell me to sit down
my pacing makes you anxious
I lie down in a different room instead

I wish you'd follow me
I hope that you don't

I don't know what we're doing

I miss you
when we're in the same room together

I want to fight
I want to apologise
I want to fuck
I want to make love  
I want to feel the burn of you
I want to feel our scars
I want to make new ones

But I don't
not in anyway that matters

You reach for me
I tell you to fuck off