carnage

in my darkest hour, you're always there
greeting my darkness with your own
flaying my soul of carnage

taking the best and leaving the worst
cycling through madness only my finest rises to the top
you take my crimson pain
drink my strength

leaving me my sorrow to deal with on my own
hidden tears never fall
I know you're watching
so I will not falter or fail

your greed knows no bounds
I close you out and you find a way to slither in
breaking my will

chaining me to violence you violate me with
cringing in the hated scorn
I am what you made of me

my purpose was altered for your cost
emotionally sanctioned larceny
so what about my security or insecurity

in the depths, I handle my own
Meet me at my depth
and then we'll see where you're at
dragging me down trying to chain me

I won't let that happen
come meet me in my hell
my demons are growling

Your tempting fate coming this close
back out while you're able
I'm calling the host please rally

your insidious feelings displaying like a peacock
shudder inside while your feelings are flooded
it is what it is, the death of the soul

dining with monsters
you're cruel with the kindness
worst is I trusted you
I loved you in my deepness

my affections blossomed
indigo flowers met to transform everything
from something grey to something beautiful