Mistake

I try to think of ways not to hate.
I try to sleep through the pain.
I try to eat when I'm not hungry.
I try to be a better me.

I hope when I fail, you forget.
I hope when I frown you don't see it.
I hope when I yell you don't believe it.
I hope when we hangout you don't regret it.

I wish I had more to give.
I wish I wasn't so selfish.
I wish I weren't your reason to live
I wish responsibilities didn't exist.

I won't give up on you.
I won't allow the tears I made break through.
I won't force us to always argue.
I won't allow our love to be untrue.