Submissions by AfterSexDilemma
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
3rd Nov 2018 11:24am
3rd Nov 2018 11:24am
Alcohol
Family is an anomaly.
Truth is always pain.
And alcohol is the only way,
My worries go down the drain.
I am not a casualty.
They try so hard to accomodate to me.
I'm a useless alcoholic brain.
I thought everytime I fell,
They'd be easy to entertain.
I tried to love, but i'm not free.
My master will not let me be.
I'm tied up;
He's still bound to me.
I wish I could have my personality.
Family is not there, you see.
All real friends become fake to me.
I'm not all I used to be. ...
Truth is always pain.
And alcohol is the only way,
My worries go down the drain.
I am not a casualty.
They try so hard to accomodate to me.
I'm a useless alcoholic brain.
I thought everytime I fell,
They'd be easy to entertain.
I tried to love, but i'm not free.
My master will not let me be.
I'm tied up;
He's still bound to me.
I wish I could have my personality.
Family is not there, you see.
All real friends become fake to me.
I'm not all I used to be. ...
#love
#alcohol
#rhyming
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
12th Sep 2018 2:37pm
12th Sep 2018 2:37pm
Happy
No one wants you to be happy.
No one cares how you are.
Just don't ask.
They only want pain in another.
They only want to feel like they're better.
It's not fair if your progressing.
They just want handouts by association.
They just want to benefit,
They dont really give a shit.
They're just people.
Fake as ever.
Dosen't take much to be better.
I won't stoop.
I won't be on that level.
I'm a good friend.
I can actually care.
I just hope I find someone like me,
Somewhere.
No one cares how you are.
Just don't ask.
They only want pain in another.
They only want to feel like they're better.
It's not fair if your progressing.
They just want handouts by association.
They just want to benefit,
They dont really give a shit.
They're just people.
Fake as ever.
Dosen't take much to be better.
I won't stoop.
I won't be on that level.
I'm a good friend.
I can actually care.
I just hope I find someone like me,
Somewhere.
#hope
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
10th Sep 2018 4:31pm
10th Sep 2018 4:31pm
Haunted
Uncounciously,
Waking up to you.
Dazed and confused.
Together,
Forever.
Stuck in a time-warp.
Stuck in a muse.
Your my favorite melody.
Your the secret recipe.
You lit the fuse.
Your the good man.
Only one I choose.
The only thing I try so hard
Not to lose.
Your haunting me.
Your inside of me.
My soul.
My psyche.
Your the best,
And the worst of me.
Without you,
I'm not fuctioning.
I hope your that one thing,
I can depend on.
I hope I never wake up, ...
Waking up to you.
Dazed and confused.
Together,
Forever.
Stuck in a time-warp.
Stuck in a muse.
Your my favorite melody.
Your the secret recipe.
You lit the fuse.
Your the good man.
Only one I choose.
The only thing I try so hard
Not to lose.
Your haunting me.
Your inside of me.
My soul.
My psyche.
Your the best,
And the worst of me.
Without you,
I'm not fuctioning.
I hope your that one thing,
I can depend on.
I hope I never wake up, ...
#love
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
6th Sep 2018 2:04pm
6th Sep 2018 2:04pm
Trust
I trust lies,
They're so pretty.
So unique, and so petty.
I'm not alive
If you don't treat me shitty.
Please don't beat me at my own game.
I'm so good at shaming myself.
Always wanna feel like
I belong to someone else.
I'm not me,
if i'm not yours.
The only one i'm a puppet for.
The beggar at your feet.
Fuck those haters on the street.
I believe in you.
I'm sick, and your sweet.
But,
I wish your lies were just a treat.
They're so pretty.
So unique, and so petty.
I'm not alive
If you don't treat me shitty.
Please don't beat me at my own game.
I'm so good at shaming myself.
Always wanna feel like
I belong to someone else.
I'm not me,
if i'm not yours.
The only one i'm a puppet for.
The beggar at your feet.
Fuck those haters on the street.
I believe in you.
I'm sick, and your sweet.
But,
I wish your lies were just a treat.
#lies
#rhyming
#honesty
88 reads
3 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
1st Sep 2018 2:02am
1st Sep 2018 2:02am
Unspoken
Unspoken words pour out...
People gasp, others shout
Why so many rules?
Why can't I think out loud?
Why can't I be myself?
I dont want to be like everyone else.
I want to think,
And understand.
No more rules.
No more commands.
I want a thought,
That's only mine.
Knowledge only I can define.
People gasp, others shout
Why so many rules?
Why can't I think out loud?
Why can't I be myself?
I dont want to be like everyone else.
I want to think,
And understand.
No more rules.
No more commands.
I want a thought,
That's only mine.
Knowledge only I can define.
#identity
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
14th Aug 2018 7:18am
14th Aug 2018 7:18am
Sometimes
Sometimes I smile for me
Nothing happens.
Sometimes i'm left alone
And I get trapped inside myself.
My life alters;
My mind pivots away
Losing myself,
Collapsed into a storm
Another hurricane of tears
All my memories reborn
Sadness leaks,
And I remember the times
Long ago, when I was happy;
Still fine.
I shift away from this paradigm
And I seek what's so hard to find
True happiness and vigor
Perfectly preserved
In an ancient time
No love will be lost,
To the evils of the world. ...
Nothing happens.
Sometimes i'm left alone
And I get trapped inside myself.
My life alters;
My mind pivots away
Losing myself,
Collapsed into a storm
Another hurricane of tears
All my memories reborn
Sadness leaks,
And I remember the times
Long ago, when I was happy;
Still fine.
I shift away from this paradigm
And I seek what's so hard to find
True happiness and vigor
Perfectly preserved
In an ancient time
No love will be lost,
To the evils of the world. ...
#sadness
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
31st Jul 2018 7:35pm
31st Jul 2018 7:35pm
Most People
Most people value love
Others don't
Love is not enough
For someone who won't
Love is just another trick
Another style
Another lie
It lasts a while
It never dies
Not enough to keep
Too easy to leave
Something some people
Dont even need
I wish I was like that
Just needing myself
Not trying to be in love
With someone else
Enjoying my lonesome
Only happiness I feel
Tricking the world
With love thats not real
Others don't
Love is not enough
For someone who won't
Love is just another trick
Another style
Another lie
It lasts a while
It never dies
Not enough to keep
Too easy to leave
Something some people
Dont even need
I wish I was like that
Just needing myself
Not trying to be in love
With someone else
Enjoying my lonesome
Only happiness I feel
Tricking the world
With love thats not real
#love
95 reads
3 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
20th Jul 2018 9:18am
20th Jul 2018 9:18am
Loveless
I loved you when I could trust you
But now I'm just here
Next to you, touching you
My mind is not clear
There's a haze, I'm in a daze
I see lies, lies, lies
I feel fucked up
I feel used up
I just want to die
I wake up and I see you
Not the guy I loved
Another man, a stranger
Someone I don't trust
I feel the hate,
I feel the rage
I can feel the anger coming up
I tried to fuck it all away
But I can't love you enough
But now I'm just here
Next to you, touching you
My mind is not clear
There's a haze, I'm in a daze
I see lies, lies, lies
I feel fucked up
I feel used up
I just want to die
I wake up and I see you
Not the guy I loved
Another man, a stranger
Someone I don't trust
I feel the hate,
I feel the rage
I can feel the anger coming up
I tried to fuck it all away
But I can't love you enough
#love
#hate
81 reads
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
30th Mar 2018 10:59am
30th Mar 2018 10:59am
I Like Money
I value only money
Because money paves the way
To vast and powerful countries
To freedom and prosperity.
I dont want worthless commodities
I want assets cluttering space
I want trust and trade
Not war, just peace
Only surplus with no credit fees
No collapses for my country
No inflation that can rise
No currency more trustworthy
No wars based on líes
No life is better here than free
No infringing on my rights
No fear mongering on subtleties
No emotions manipulating policies
I value...
Because money paves the way
To vast and powerful countries
To freedom and prosperity.
I dont want worthless commodities
I want assets cluttering space
I want trust and trade
Not war, just peace
Only surplus with no credit fees
No collapses for my country
No inflation that can rise
No currency more trustworthy
No wars based on líes
No life is better here than free
No infringing on my rights
No fear mongering on subtleties
No emotions manipulating policies
I value...
#money
109 reads
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
4th Mar 2018 10:43am
4th Mar 2018 10:43am
Affection
Affection is so simple and innocent.
Why inflict pain?
Why no love?
Why not touch the world with kindness?
The demand is there, but no surplus.
Affection is always welcome.
Why is there no one to trust?
Why live alone?
Why be silent?
We avoid it so much.
Affection is so essential.
Does hate caress you?
Are you not one of us?
Why are you so evil?
There is no excuse not to love.
Why inflict pain?
Why no love?
Why not touch the world with kindness?
The demand is there, but no surplus.
Affection is always welcome.
Why is there no one to trust?
Why live alone?
Why be silent?
We avoid it so much.
Affection is so essential.
Does hate caress you?
Are you not one of us?
Why are you so evil?
There is no excuse not to love.
#love
139 reads
4 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
19th Feb 2018 7:50pm
19th Feb 2018 7:50pm
Trustless
I see cheap money dwindling.
A see a system shutting down.
All hope has failed us.
Is there another bailout?
I see the sky is falling.
I see a war underway.
I see division in societies.
There is no peace to trace.
I see a world collapsing.
I see culture dying out.
I see the souless take the lead.
Will the masses scream and shout?
No protest will protect us.
No money is worth a dime.
No love will save our future.
But we're running out of time.
We need to stay together. ...
A see a system shutting down.
All hope has failed us.
Is there another bailout?
I see the sky is falling.
I see a war underway.
I see division in societies.
There is no peace to trace.
I see a world collapsing.
I see culture dying out.
I see the souless take the lead.
Will the masses scream and shout?
No protest will protect us.
No money is worth a dime.
No love will save our future.
But we're running out of time.
We need to stay together. ...
113 reads
2 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
17th Jan 2018 7:41pm
17th Jan 2018 7:41pm
I lost
I feel fake in love,
I can only dream of us,
My personality is fading,
The hatred is fueling a little spark.
Alone in this love,
Surrounded by sharks.
Pasted to a wall of forgotten victims.
A woman sleeps grinning at the scene.
A true friend, once was,
Now lost to my one and only.
I must start a-new.
But,
I am just
A fucked up fish at sea.
I can only dream of us,
My personality is fading,
The hatred is fueling a little spark.
Alone in this love,
Surrounded by sharks.
Pasted to a wall of forgotten victims.
A woman sleeps grinning at the scene.
A true friend, once was,
Now lost to my one and only.
I must start a-new.
But,
I am just
A fucked up fish at sea.
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