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In the Midst of Chaos
Jolted awake
At 2:06am
Just to lay here
And
Take it all in
The silence is no longer deafening
I should be depressed
Or raging
Or something
My journey through life has been hell
I’ve made it through
Countless horrors
Only to end up here
I’m physically helpless
My heart is broken again
My once abusive mother is dying
I’m alienated from my family
My circle of friends is minuscule
Things are far less
Than ideal
But none of that matters
I’ve finally let go
I have nothing left to prove
The fight is over
I know what I’m made of
It’s more than tenacity
Strength or courage
It’s undefinable
Like me
And this foreignness?
The reason I’m comfortable
When everything says
That I shouldn’t be?
Peace
At 2:06am
Just to lay here
And
Take it all in
The silence is no longer deafening
I should be depressed
Or raging
Or something
My journey through life has been hell
I’ve made it through
Countless horrors
Only to end up here
I’m physically helpless
My heart is broken again
My once abusive mother is dying
I’m alienated from my family
My circle of friends is minuscule
Things are far less
Than ideal
But none of that matters
I’ve finally let go
I have nothing left to prove
The fight is over
I know what I’m made of
It’s more than tenacity
Strength or courage
It’s undefinable
Like me
And this foreignness?
The reason I’m comfortable
When everything says
That I shouldn’t be?
Peace
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