Adulterer

 
my haunted looks can't deny my feelings
mournful day don't look at me so cruelly

I am sad

sorrowful lament, I am grieved
foolish hope don't see me
with expressions of doubt
sheltered in shades of scorn

I am adorned with pain
my malady I feel too much
secret sin coveting what I should not

a beautiful man in my thoughts
succulent and divine
in the throes of ecstasy, I myself find
I am earnestly seeking to obstain
but find myself wholly beguiled

building lusts turn within
damned I burn
craving his touch

master of the art of seduction
with a sigh I relent and give in
massaging my guilt and taking the notion to soul

my sadness grows
I am an adulterer