New start

I can feel winter blowing in
Bringing its frigid cold and blanket snow
To drift up and around my heart

I've weathered this bleakness before
With flaming fire and starved desire
Until spring arose from the dark

But somethings different this time around
I feel it in my broken will and poison pills
Heaven doesn't seem quite so far

The thought brings a relinquished relief
Tired of clinging to the past and hoping for happiness
This soul is ready for a new start