run-on life

 
somebody asked me
why don't I use punctuation
or capitalize the beginning of a line
apparently they found it offensive
lazy...or some such nonsense
well...the answer is this
my writing reflects my life
I write as I think
and my experience of existence...
...seems to have always been one long run-on sentence
it all runs madly together...
...with the occasional ellipses
while the system is still loading
...before throwing me back into the chaos
where I'm forced to sort through the rubble
trying to make sense of it
until this is what you get
emotions sorted into verses
with the random pause...
...to emphasize a particular thought
be thankful I use spaces between words...
...although not always...
I'm not at all pretentious
...just speaking the way I process
one big mess of words...
...spread...
...exactly the way they emerge