fade

 
I haven't seen you in awhile, known you're there
I feel you fade, you know?
when you slowly retreat into the shadows

I seek you out and there is only echoes left,
little reminders you were there and emptiness
what a void you leave

do you hear me calling?

I am here in my winter
hurting without your touch

my doubt grows, were you real?

my soul keens
lost without your direction
I alternate between sane and insane
the dark gets out of control
taking me deeper down

your dominance is needed
I am messy with my feelings
dirty emotions get the better of me
I need your redirect to help me out

I reach to you inside the cold
I want to touch your soul

will you let me?

within my pain you know me
everyone else is too busy to notice
the woman of anguish

fading from view