fate

 
reaching the limits of my imagination
I know one only one thing
in the synchronicity of the sacred value
one cannot be replaced with another

it just doesn't suffice

suffering the undying need
I seek council from the stars
in need of rebuff if I'm fucking up
I can only see so far ahead of me
it hurts to think I miss my mark so often

then drift into the void

where I tear myself apart for not seeing
what was right in front of me all along
I hurt inside the truth
knowing only half truths

I am locked out of the valuable knowledge
knowing it's because I'm still too young to understand
my flame flickers with defeatist thoughts

then I remember I'm in love
and I walk on into the future
remembering the past with reverence