I Hate Myself Today

I haye myself today,
I have no words to say
Just how much I've failed today,
I can't seem to do anything right,
I can't get what I need or want, even if it's in sight,
Because of too much fright.
I remember a time when I didn't have to fight
Because everyone else told me what was right,
Because I was a child,
And my responsibilities weren't so wild,
And I wasn't so overwhelmed,
And today, with nyself, I'm underwhelmed,
I'm disappointed in myself, I let it win,
Today, I let the anxiety win.