philosophy

      
       
       
    philosophy; probably the best thing there is.... i love the water-couldn't step out ever since I've dove in....      
       
       
    a feeling of "free"(due to philosophy) and trapped(due to "life") at the same time; it reassures with different perspectives....      
       
       
  to imagine this earthly experience being the end all be all-point, blank, period....no more existence.... "reality's" nothing more than a long "dream" until all fades to black      
       
       
  something about that is strangely comforting at times....  makes "life" a little more bearable at times....the emotions laid thick deep within-won't matter one day, because the "dream" will end....    
   
   
one's "human" "ego" more or less taken for a ride till then....