Slipping Away

The beginning is what breaks my heart the most
Having experienced you at that playfully intimate level
We were both so insatiable of each other  
Now it is bleek
Resentful
And so terribly lonely
We grow colder with each passing day
I fear this is the end
Why cant we find our way
I allow my mind to wonder
To lazily float through the memories of us  
Oh how you made me feel alive
More alive then I've ever felt before
Your fascination and adoration for me was something I could trust  
The electricity you would send racing through my body  
With just one touch of your skin
One desire filled look from your deep penetrating eyes  
Without knowing you taught me the gift of intimacy
I've never felt more sexier and confident in the skin that I am in  
In the beginning I felt so entirely safe  
At home, my heart rested calmly in your hands
Thinking I had finally found it, the search was through
I long for the nights filled with laughter that left us breathless
With me staring at you wondering how I ever lived before you