Lost Amongst The Stars

I am lost amongst the stars when I think of you,
Lost in the sea of space, when I see you,
Feeling weightless,
And yet courage-less.
Heart feels heavy,
Brain spins, and eyes feel hazy,
I wish to the gods above,
That I could just shower you with love,
Just squeeze you in hugs, and give encouragement,
But I'm afraid of your acknowledgement,
I wish I could fill your life with kind gestures,
True compliments, and work favors,
That I could help you out with just about anything you needed,
Regardless of the response it yielded.
I know you hardly notice me,
And that's alright with me,
I'm awkward sometimes,
Which is why I usually write in rhymes,
Instead of speaking,
And keep to myself, what I'm feeling.
I wish I could talk more to you,
I wish I could joke around with you,
Make you laugh, and see you smile,
Feeling warm and fuzzy inside, all the while.
The best day of my life, ever
Was the day we officially met, such splendor.
I'd seen you in passing before,
But that was many years before,
And you've grown up since then,
You were just a boy, way back when,
That day, I hardly recognized you,
What a view,
I bet almost every girl at work has a crush on you,
And rightfully so,
You are quite handsome, and cute, you know?
And very intelligent, sweet, and kind,
I hope you do find.
I hope you see
The merits within thee,
That give me butterflies when I'm around you,
I wouldn't say it, if it weren't true.
I wonder what you're doing right now?
Can you sense me thinking about you right now?