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Holding Still
Feeling darkness
my historic lore
resting in my bones
trauma keeps score
Smothering the light
disarming my belief
perpetual mourning
no relief
Haunting visions
innocence didn’t last
silent invasions
confronting my past
And fractured by
secrets unspoken
harrowing memories
but never broken
In resilience
I shall rise
as I am more
than unheard cries
Finding solace
from within me
self-forgiveness
will set me free
Fault not mine
I see now I’m grown
the shame I carried
not for me to own
No longer masking
all I am feeling
holding still
as I am healing
my historic lore
resting in my bones
trauma keeps score
Smothering the light
disarming my belief
perpetual mourning
no relief
Haunting visions
innocence didn’t last
silent invasions
confronting my past
And fractured by
secrets unspoken
harrowing memories
but never broken
In resilience
I shall rise
as I am more
than unheard cries
Finding solace
from within me
self-forgiveness
will set me free
Fault not mine
I see now I’m grown
the shame I carried
not for me to own
No longer masking
all I am feeling
holding still
as I am healing
Published 13th Jul 2022
Author's Note
Inspired by the RUNAHILD competition.
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13th Jul 2022 5:15pm
Dear M,
I enjoyed the meter and rhyming in your poem. It was very well thought out as I imagined this a difficult subject. I appreciated the notion of inner turmoil turning into forgiveness and eventually moving on. Wonderful piece. H🌷
I enjoyed the meter and rhyming in your poem. It was very well thought out as I imagined this a difficult subject. I appreciated the notion of inner turmoil turning into forgiveness and eventually moving on. Wonderful piece. H🌷
13th Jul 2022 10:35pm
Dear Hanoria,
Thank you for the read and taking time to comment. Your response is much appreciated. Bless xx
Mel
Thank you for the read and taking time to comment. Your response is much appreciated. Bless xx
Mel
14th Jul 2022 4:22pm
Dear, Mel
I am super chuffed to already you again❣ I've missed your words.
I enjoy rollercoaster rides and this is one of my favorites. In the first four stanzas you plummet into the depths of despair only to, by your own inertia, breathtakingly rise rise rise with the next four gems into a happy, confident stratosphere. Bravissima, lovely poet❣
I am super chuffed to already you again❣ I've missed your words.
I enjoy rollercoaster rides and this is one of my favorites. In the first four stanzas you plummet into the depths of despair only to, by your own inertia, breathtakingly rise rise rise with the next four gems into a happy, confident stratosphere. Bravissima, lovely poet❣
15th Jul 2022 3:22pm
Oh dear Gahddess,
Thank you for your response. It is still a roller coaster for me as well. I try to apply what I know but always easier said than done. I’m trying to be still. It goes against my nature but is what I must do. My biggest break through was accepting that just because I think it doesn’t make it true. I have not written in a while but have decided to try again. It’s lovely to hear from you dear friend. Stay strong! Bless
Mel
Thank you for your response. It is still a roller coaster for me as well. I try to apply what I know but always easier said than done. I’m trying to be still. It goes against my nature but is what I must do. My biggest break through was accepting that just because I think it doesn’t make it true. I have not written in a while but have decided to try again. It’s lovely to hear from you dear friend. Stay strong! Bless
Mel
15th Jul 2022 3:46pm
What I meant to write was "I am super chuffed to read you again"😁 But you already knew that. Yes, stillness is one of my greatest challenges. Our minds can be such traps sometimes and distancing ourselves from something so integral to our being is tough but not impossible. Write on❣
