Deja vu

I knew It was coming  
felt it a day before.
Maybe that helped me
my mind knew what was coming
which led to it protecting me
Im hurt what happened
Mad at myself for allowing it.
I never should have fallen
you knew what to say
Made me addicted to you  
Its okay Ill get over you
I knew it was coming
sadly I was ready
Still hoping you will come back
Realizing you won’t  
I’ll be ok  
You taught me a lesson  
One that i forgot  
Not any more i wont