I fall apart

 
my soul aches
you touch me there then left
little scars within are the only proof you were there at all
tender feelings and the tears flow
god I loved you

how'd you get under my radar?

hurting in technicolor
my heart bleeds blue
my mind on constant repeat
our last day together
it was so beautiful

sadness spikes what went wrong?

tender harshness you came then went
touched me deeply
leaving me with a hole inside
I want to die

my friends said you were no good
I know differently
you were real where I couldn't be

in my depths I lied
sewing kisses in the dark