Reflecting

Looking at a reflection is like remembering  memories  and wondering  if the memories  you remember are real.

I have gaps in my memory like gaps in my teeth but my mind feeds lies to me to fill these emptie gaps

One time I was remembering  all the good times of my childhood
But remembering  that I did not have one  I'm reflecting  in this mirror  as it reflects a image of me  and wondering  if this is the me that everyone  sees

My mind is like a ocean and I am a adventure  trying to discover  the seas of my depression
But I can not see past the rain clouds that cloud my sight 
I am sick of the person I am but I feel I have no power
The on and off switch is broken in this darkness

I search of the generator  but I find a crank  light but as I crank my arms begin  to decay
Im lost in the darkness  beginning  to fade away
my soul begins  to loosen  from my mangled  corpse that I am today
My will and strength  is nothing just like my life full of nothing  I am nothing  I am silence shhhhh  and be silent

Do you hear the universe  revolving  around you

The silence echos through  the earth this defening sound Reverberating  throughout my body
As my body returns to the earth