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isolation amidst an aftermath.


 
Twisted, is this web
where fear becomes of comfort  
and faith masquerades in solid
 
Unnoticed with eyes sewn shut
as avoidance hugs it's arms
enshrouding my shriveled husk
with embarrassing procrastination
 
A better person
hears "for shame" ringing
while naked and unafraid  
Where 'shut in by force'
morphs into a very willing imprisonment
 
Yet I, just oblivious bask
in the complacency
of my delusional own doing  
I pile on top of metaphorical pile
the security of aloneness, routine—
birthing an emotional hoarder
where locked in safety
becomes silent acceptance  
 
while I...  
 
 
 
quietly slip through the cracks
 
 
 
Written by Bluevelvete
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Author's Note
inspired by Zazzles' poem TBBT.
https://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/419699-tbbt/
I appreciate the impetus, Jackie. 🐚-💙 and the kinship of knowing that I'm not alone in this feeling. I emphasized and was truly impacted by this piece today. Ty again, for sharing.

*also, in tribute to my episodic binge-watching... I threw in loose references to Naked and Afraid (no judgements!) / Games of Thrones references, cuz I watched/re-watched each, throughout this past year... lol.. 📺

~I'm slowly reminding myself of who and what I was, pre-pandemic. Getting there... ~

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