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Dear J,

Not as f*cked up as you think. Your poem has a relatable quality for me withdrawing farther away from most everyone.
“ I’m not an idiot; I know this isn’t real, I wish it was, that’s all I’m saying.” I love this phrase as it pertains to my pretend world. I know it’s fake but I’m happy there. I really appreciate the raw reality of this piece. H🌷

I don’t know I guess it’s more about the idea that I don’t have any actual physical friends and so I immerse myself in a virtual world even though I don’t even know these people just feels comfortable.
I almost forget what it’s like to have a real life
pre-pandemic quite honestly. Thanks for stopping by, I love you Honoria ❤️
Jackie xoxox

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damn i feel you... I posted a poem saying something similar. Well written. I feel those guys are family... lol very nice queen

Thanks l feel the same way Slym .
Nice to meet you and thanks for stopping by 😊
Your new friend
Zazzles 😊

There’s always space on my broom right next to me come on up! ♥️
Big hugs RiAN
Love Jackie 🤗♥️

Who says it's not real, Sister? What if what we're living is the alternate reality to what is truly real, which is our true nature: peace, love, compassion. I've been in my own world for awhile now, and nothing * real * is gonna couch me out of it. People's dramas are their own; not mine, certainly not yours.  Never tell yourself that something which elevates you spiritually isn't real, Sweet friend. xo

I agree. I was just contemplating how much I exist within four walls in my bedroom and drwam about simple things with the big bang on in the background and I miss it, I miss being with friends I miss having a life, it’s my own fault I don’t do anything about, that is the issue.. always a pleasure to see you on my page Ava
Love you ♥️
Jackie xo

Hey there lovely lady :)
This little bit of real, raw and honest reality rings true for more people than you might think, Jackie. I believe we've all gotten used to being less social and way more introverted. I know that I have, even when I bitch about being stuck alone inside. I know that now my first impulse isn't to go meet up with friends anymore, it's to stay in and do the usual..To find comfort in things just like you've written. It's easy, family-like and familiar. "Why f*ck up my routine???!" I think to myself, in fleeting.... I so appreciate and empathize with your piece here. I wish I could undo as easily as I fell into them, these feelings of complacency and comfort. Being this homebody now but I know it's going to take a much bigger effort than I thought. (or realized) Thank you for making me feel like I am not alone!!! This pandemic has so many unforseen side effects, for sure...

Here's to coming out of my shell, eventually!!!
(you, too!!.... lol)
Much love and respect,
🌹-💙 💙
xo
B

Hello Bluetiful, i  just feel like I’m so grateful the pandemic is almost over but even pre-pandemic i fell into a slump of excuses of why not to go outside. Idk, hopefully i will make a change soon. Like you I wish I could go back and undo whats become so familiar, easy. I miss nature I miss my connection to natural things I used to love to do before iPhones came along..
big hugs beautiful kind lady, I adore you ♥️
Loves always your sis
Jackie 😘

Zazzles this just struck cords with me.  Wow.. just I cannot wrap my ahead around it and appreciate this one on many levels.

Yeah a virtual life has become my reality and it is what it is I guess. I’m trying and hopefully I’ll succeed to get out more this year and do more physical things I hope you’re OK Lj ♥️😘
Love u ❤️
Jackie xoxo

I feel you sis. Withdrawing is less of a hassle.  

Glass blowing as in doing or watching? My recollection a lot of the New England Ole festivals usually have some sort of glass blowing exhibit. Hey, you aren’t thinking of making your own personalized fancy bong are you?  : )

I like Sheldon too. Many a laughs from that show. But I imagine I’d hate him as a roomie.

I wanna Learn how to do glassblowing I wanna learn to do falconry, I wanna hike up Mount Wachusett, sit under a tree and look up at the sky, i wanna take my telescope Drive to New Hampshire where there’s no light pollution and look at the universe,  just simple things that just seem out of reach :(  I think my mental illness has a death grip on my motivation Leo
Loves you brother♥️ xoxoxo
Always
Jackie 😘

Excellent. Thanks for sharing.Hugs and peace, Oral

Hugs to you too Oralizer 🤗

I get it
I'm doing the same
People are annoying

BIG LIKE

Thank Poe :)
Jackie ☺️