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Dec 23
Real me kinda sucks
Good intentions unexpressed
Missed the boat again
Good intentions unexpressed
Missed the boat again
Author's Note
Just having the annual moment when I realize the gap between the Christmas mom/friend/person I want to be and the reality of who I am. I'll get over it. Pass the eggnog.
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Re. Dec 23
23rd Dec 2020 11:31pm
Try not to be too hard on yourself, m'kay? Seriously, your spirit is a very positive one, and it's just trying to find its own way amid fucked up circumstances globally right now, and touch times locally. Everyone is having a tough time adjusting. Plus, the current energy is challenging; every light worker I've spoken with is meeting challenges and feeling fatigued. It's comforting to know I wasn't alone.
I was led to do a protection ritual this morning, and will have to repeat it for three days. It clears away the trash that does't belong to you from your energy field. I felt twice as good physically after performing it, and 90% better spiritually, mentally, and emotionally.
Sending you postivie vibes and much light for your spirit! <3
I was led to do a protection ritual this morning, and will have to repeat it for three days. It clears away the trash that does't belong to you from your energy field. I felt twice as good physically after performing it, and 90% better spiritually, mentally, and emotionally.
Sending you postivie vibes and much light for your spirit! <3
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24th Dec 2020 12:45pm
Thank you.... I know Christmas always comes, along with its blessings, and my lack of preparation hasn't stopped it yet! Yesterday was just a moment....
There have been a whole host of different responsibilities this year, even though the celebrations are smaller. Producing music recordings & videos for our church services on zoom has been a joy since April, but with the sheer quantity required in this season, there are moments when it feels like a burden. Between that and my own expectations, there's been little time for stillness and reflection. Looking forward to that in the coming week.
Thanks for the encouragement! Wishing you love & light in this season and all year. 🙂☃️
There have been a whole host of different responsibilities this year, even though the celebrations are smaller. Producing music recordings & videos for our church services on zoom has been a joy since April, but with the sheer quantity required in this season, there are moments when it feels like a burden. Between that and my own expectations, there's been little time for stillness and reflection. Looking forward to that in the coming week.
Thanks for the encouragement! Wishing you love & light in this season and all year. 🙂☃️
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23rd Dec 2020 11:35pm
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24th Dec 2020 12:46pm
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24th Dec 2020 1:23pm
Wishing you an amazing holiday season. Keep smiling and writing--"The best is yet to be." Peace, oral
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Re. Dec 23
24th Dec 2020 00:10am
Eggnog really does makes it a little better. Especially spiked with Makers Mark... cheers!
I feel this write, k.
Season's Greetings to you and yours
❄ ☃️ ❄️
🥃
I feel this write, k.
Season's Greetings to you and yours
❄ ☃️ ❄️
🥃
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24th Dec 2020 12:49pm
Definitely enjoyed some rummy eggnog last night! Today the sun is shining, the pity parade is over, and I'm going back to being awesome. 😀
Wishing you hope, joy & love in this festive season ❤
Cheers! 🍷
Wishing you hope, joy & love in this festive season ❤
Cheers! 🍷
Re. Dec 23
24th Dec 2020 9:41am
Dear K,
Nope, not having it. Your friends and family know you are fabulous. I think you’re not giving yourself the credit you deserve and I admire that modesty. Wishing you the very best in the coming new year and a beautiful Yuletide! H🌷
Nope, not having it. Your friends and family know you are fabulous. I think you’re not giving yourself the credit you deserve and I admire that modesty. Wishing you the very best in the coming new year and a beautiful Yuletide! H🌷
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24th Dec 2020 12:55pm
Aaah, thank you H, for sitting with me in my pity party and saying such kind things. Today is a better day. Looking forward to our celebrations and some time to reflect.
Wishing you all the peace & joy you can handle!!
Merry Christmas to you & yours ❤🎅
Wishing you all the peace & joy you can handle!!
Merry Christmas to you & yours ❤🎅
Re. Dec 23
24th Dec 2020 1:54pm
You’re a warrior and a damn competent one !
Spike egg nog is a good reward
Make it a double
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Spike egg nog is a good reward
Make it a double
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28th Dec 2020 2:01am
Yeah, I am pretty awesome. 😉
(That might be the egg nog talking.)
Thx luv
(That might be the egg nog talking.)
Thx luv
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28th Dec 2020 2:30am
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27th Dec 2020 10:57pm
I hear you. May you be blessed for the beautiful heart that beats in your breast and all the love and kindness you'e shown others be returned to you. Happy Holidays.
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