life support

          
         
         
    I do not understand realms beyond my two eyes, (let alone this life most times); but my mind stays open despite any lack of "insights";          
         
    most times I sit with graditude in quiet, for those known and unknown who've pushed to keep others "alive".... even when one wanted to or could've "left" at anytime....    
   
  because this experience doesn't necessarily feel worth the ride(for myself at least)....          
         
  part of the reason I write, is to leave something behind; enough of oneself that this particular ego would allow.... even if it's just one's attempt at an "anonymous" thank you....for trying, despite what you deal with in your life....