THANKFUL FOR YOU

As I sit here and now as I pray to the whispers that begins to reach my ears, as the whispers of my silent thoughts creeps through the night images of my inner thoughts. As the words reach my ears as the urologist tell me that the prostate cancer has begin to grow. Yet as it slowly creeps into my mind as those thoughts from long ago, submerges thoughts of Love lost and found out of the depth of the darkness, it is those individuals who have affected my most deepest thoughts and feelings and emotions. That has alter my heart and soul and subconsciousness of my mind, like haunting images of those bad decisions along the way of life's experiences of what is good and bad. For even though now my life has change over the years, right before my eyes as I am now face with a decision to make that concerns my own life, as it shall affect the both of us as one for I am thankful for you coming into my life and world. For you've changed me as I am determined to make the right decision, for I haven't gone this far to end it now not since I found you. Through my struggles of being treated with no love and honor and devotion and respect. For it is no longer about me it's about you and I as ONE WOMAN AND ONE MAN, for it is definitely because of you I have faith, that we will make it through this storm of this trails and tribulations. That will ever either make us or break us for you taught me, that I am worthy of being treated like a person and a man who loves and cares, for you've shown me that there is someone who believes in me and loves me, not for what I can give but for who and what I am as a man. Who has been broken and damaged and destroyed almost by love, but by through the highest spiritual soul I believe there isn't nothing, that I we can not overcome within our life and world. For you are worthy of being treated like a woman as I am worthy as a man, who deserves to be love unconditionally even when it pertains to the mere real fact of life and love and death.