My love

 Sometimes I get high and unamused    
then come down below solo betwixt confused and enthused    
   
Since birth my heart's been broken, bruised and misused    
it's being held captive in a dark cold place with no escape where I abuse    
I'm the loser and abuser with a beautiful woman that never even once used    
   
 Yeah she smokes a little pot  
well maybe sometimes a lot  
but never no speed her drug of choice sounds crazy it's me  
   
 A love like this my whole life I'd been missing  
salvation in her touch and her cuddles and her kissing  
her heart speaks to my soul and I listen  
her smile and her eyes like fine crystal they glisten  
the woman in my dreams I've longed for so long now  
There's no need more for wishing    
 
 Her presence is my greatest present she puts me in a trance  
an enhanced state of enchantment with one glance  
this is my last chance  
now I'm playing for keeps all or nothing this will be my last dance    
 
 Free from harm disarmed in her arms enthralled I am charmed  
I do what I do she knows what I do too yet she loves me anyway truly
thru and thru    
 
 Her shining face is my Saving Grace that sheds light into my dreary and cold darkened place               
She's perfection with precise direction like poetry in slow motion fresh like champagne  
 
 Me I'm more like a lost stuttering fuc up a spilled shot glass of Jack Daniels and a puke stain  
She's my adorable little shorty oh my God please help me Lordy she's the most amazing Queen I've ever seen  
in all my life 3 years plus 40  
Not a moment too soon nor a minute too late  
right on time it was fate like checkmate she's my soulmate showing me love helping me end my self-hate  
giving my life purposeful meaning and quieting my inner demons from screaming before it becomes too late  
 
 Putting an end to the memories of misery so tragic  
blessing me with memorable moments full of laughter and loving Magic    
 
 I was at my hopes end when there she stood standing in the window my last chance to begin  
inviting me in was my bestfriend    
 
 I finally got my family a home with love and laughter  
my greatest treasure beyond all measure now nothing else will matter  
Yeah I may be a little bit broken but I remained unshattered  all the hell my life has known to the wayside I've cast to scatter

it was on that cold winter night she snuck me in through the window as the whispering became out loud laughter
It was then that was when I finally got to get my
happy ever after  


Mi angel, Mi amor, Mi alma gemela    
Eres Mi mayor tesoro. Siempre en mi Corazon Te Amo siempre y para siempre. Te extrano mi dulce corazon, extrano a mi flaca.