🍁 Autumn🍁

Healing has brought upon us a new season
And I don’t mean one that’s gonna taste good
This one is bitter and barely sweet
I shiver in disgust
Constant quiver
I am cold
I stand tall
In this fall
I am shaken
But I’m solid
Everything’s changed
Nothing’s the same
But I’m alive
I have no control of my external circumstances
But I have faith
I have no fear
For my creator’s here
I’m losing myself
Enduring my strength
Released trauma bonds
Friends gone
True colors exposed
Served purposes
Met reasons
Overdue people
I’m falling apart
As they leave 🍁
Finding freedom
From what weighed me down
Goodbye demons
Autumn’s pleasing
Though it’s bleeding
Tis’ the season
Stronghold steepened