YOU PROMISE ME LOVE

Some may say that our lives are a prophecy written even before our life ever began, yet some will say that we create our lives through our childhood dreams, as we wish to see our life unfold in reality of love and happiness with harmony. But yet the greatest battle we all have are the things that we can't control, nor truly see through segments of life's journey and travel and walk. But with all that being said here I am now with tears in my eyes, as they fall from the depth of my deepness within my heart. For you promise me love and devotion and honor and respect, yet all I have ever gotten was broken words that became recurring themes from a different set of eyes. For you had me speechless from the very beginning, when you swept me away with your charm and character of a gentleman, who truly wants to love me as a woman that you deeply love in mind and heart and soul. For we spent time with each other holding hands as we took those quiet walks, together in the early wee hours of the morning as we walk upon the beach, leaving our footprints in the sands taking a moment to enjoy the stillness of the world, as we evolve with the reflection of sunrise against our skin. For we even made plans to raise a family and teach them, what real love truly feels like and looks like through there eyes, as it is a collaboration between the two souls in love. But here I am now remembering how it use to feel to look into your eyes and see the depth of your soul, to feel your strong arms around me pulling me closer than close as we dance with a chemistry. So inseparable as it was magical as we pursuit it, with a deepness of raw and uncut emotions and feelings of passion but yet you promise me love, not the kind of hurt along with the process of the pain heavy upon my heart. Yet you gave me nothing but excuses in return with broken promises to love me, only to be leaving me behind in a bottomless pit of dishonesty and distrust and disloyalty, leaving behind even deeper scars that will go unseen and untold and unheard. But yet they can be seen through the depth of my heart and soul, even through the sadness buried deep within the subconsciousness of my mind. Just pouring down from my eyes like raindrops falling from the skies, but yet you promise me love and now here I am alone and afraid, and feeling abandoned by you as I thought you were gonna be that man I grew to love.