paid my dues

i paid my dues
made time for you

i sold my soul
to die alone

and all i need
your company

i try so hard
my soul is scarred

maybe it’s me
who’s the enemy

everything isnt what it seems
i hide but
inside i explode

i know your view of me skewed
i don’t know how things got this bad
i wish i didn’t hurt you
i know i cannot change the past

searching for a meaning
reaching for the stars
underground is my ceiling
is that why this feels so hard

what’d you do that for
why’d you call it quits
why do you still want more
when you reminisce
is it the pain you miss

it’s easier said than done
when you’re too far gone

pushed to the edge
that’s where i been

just don’t fret my friend
i bet you’ll never see me again

dying love
i’ve had enough

i died for you
i paid my dues