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Captain Cowardice
Withdrawing to my jilted world,
I sit upon a private spindle,
Looming over silken whorls,
And licks of flame from fire kindle.
At the wheel of my creation,
Concealed from human intervention;
I escape their every expectation,
In this pool of my invention.
The epitome of a selfish need,
Shunning every sect of society;
I pick my brain until I bleed,
Overrun by my anxiety.
Like a nightmare with no end,
My twisted mind begins to spin;
As exit lights begin to dim,
Looks like it's time to sink or swim.
I steer this ship right off the shelf,
Without a single witness—
Cowardice convinced himself
That it was no one else's business.
I sit upon a private spindle,
Looming over silken whorls,
And licks of flame from fire kindle.
At the wheel of my creation,
Concealed from human intervention;
I escape their every expectation,
In this pool of my invention.
The epitome of a selfish need,
Shunning every sect of society;
I pick my brain until I bleed,
Overrun by my anxiety.
Like a nightmare with no end,
My twisted mind begins to spin;
As exit lights begin to dim,
Looks like it's time to sink or swim.
I steer this ship right off the shelf,
Without a single witness—
Cowardice convinced himself
That it was no one else's business.
Author's Note
I am NOT suicidal, so please don't worry for me. This is perhaps more of an awareness poem... You never know what's going on in someone else's head.
If you ever feel this way, please reach out to someone! More people care than you'll probably ever know! I don't care if we've talked before or not, send me a message... I'll be a listening ear. There is also a suicide prevention hotline: 1-800-273-8255
I have been experiencing bad anxiety this past week, which is adversely affecting my mental health and writing process, hence my recent withdrawal from DUP.
If you ever feel this way, please reach out to someone! More people care than you'll probably ever know! I don't care if we've talked before or not, send me a message... I'll be a listening ear. There is also a suicide prevention hotline: 1-800-273-8255
I have been experiencing bad anxiety this past week, which is adversely affecting my mental health and writing process, hence my recent withdrawal from DUP.
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Re. Captain Cowardice
26th May 2020 9:35pm
Re: Re. Captain Cowardice
27th May 2020 2:44am
Thanks, Jackie 😊❤️
You're sweet for stopping by to read and comment! I appreciate you!
You're sweet for stopping by to read and comment! I appreciate you!
Re. Captain Cowardice
26th May 2020 9:38pm
Re: Re. Captain Cowardice
27th May 2020 2:46am
Thank you, sweet Summer. Today has been a pretty good day 🙂❤️
Here's to hoping for the best!!
Here's to hoping for the best!!
Re. Captain Cowardice
26th May 2020 9:55pm
Re: Re. Captain Cowardice
27th May 2020 3:36am
I see you've been pretty busy with the writing yourself. I have some catching up to do! Heh 😅
Thanks for stopping by to read and share the love, LilDragonFly ❤️
Thanks for stopping by to read and share the love, LilDragonFly ❤️
Re. Captain Cowardice
26th May 2020 11:28pm
Re: Re. Captain Cowardice
27th May 2020 5:35am
I'm glad that you thought so, Lozzamus! I appreciate you stopping by. I've been having a rough time lately. Unusual anxiety has been putting a damper on my writing, social life, and more. Today was the best day I've had in weeks, honestly :)
I appreciate your continued support, friend! ❤️
I appreciate your continued support, friend! ❤️
Re: Re. Captain Cowardice
28th May 2020 9:30pm
Sorry to hear you've been going through a difficult time.
Best wishes, Lawrence
Best wishes, Lawrence
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Re. Captain Cowardice
27th May 2020 00:16am
Re: Re. Captain Cowardice
27th May 2020 5:39am
Aww, thank you, BigG, for your continued support. As reluctant as I was to post this one, I talked myself into it. I'm glad you like it, and thank you for encouraging words! 😊
Re. Captain Cowardice
27th May 2020 1:45am
Re: Re. Captain Cowardice
27th May 2020 5:45am
Thank you, buddy ❤️
You're sweet for stopping by to visit again! I've been missing DU and your poetry :)
You're sweet for stopping by to visit again! I've been missing DU and your poetry :)
Re. Captain Cowardice
27th May 2020 8:31am
Hope you feel better after writing this poem. Remember you are not alone, we are here to listen or reading your poems. Keep on writing.
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Re: Re. Captain Cowardice
28th May 2020 6:15pm
I am feeling much better! Thank you, Francisco, for your continued readership and support ❤️
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27th May 2020 4:46pm
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Re. Captain Cowardice
1st Jun 2020 5:16pm
Been a while NB. A lovely and concise poem you have there. It hits me right in the chest. Anxiety is everyone's enemy; an enemy that is very tough to defeat, but you're gonna get over it; EVERYONE SHOULD GET OVER IT!
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Re. Captain Cowardice
2nd Jun 2020 5:53pm
Oh my darling friend, you are in good company in this flight, for I do the exact same. You may even find my heart yet there, my mind checked out in the safety and serenity if Oblivion.
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Re. Captain Cowardice
12th Jun 2020 1:54pm
This is beautifully written; so expressive, and means so much. I can relate so much to these verses - keep writing, friend! And hang in there - it gets better <3
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