Submissions by BigG
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Writing down memory thoughts and feelings that I'm remembering
DRUGS POEM
Published
6th Nov 2021 11:44am
6th Nov 2021 11:44am
I tried I failed
I tried I failed
The drink prevailed,
Once again the rats return
Crawling over I can feel the burn
The images I see
Will end up killing me
I've been so far
Seen so much
Whilst I've been under the clutch
The truth maybe
It's killing me
For I've not been
Out of my bed
For the toxins are killing my head
I tried I failed,
The drink prevailed,
Once again the rats return
Crawling over I can feel the burn
The images I see
Will end up killing me
I've been so far
Seen so much
Whilst I've been under the clutch
The truth maybe
It's killing me
For I've not been
Out of my bed
For the toxins are killing my head
I tried I failed,
#anxiety
#depression
#addiction
443 reads
3 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
23rd Jun 2021 9:58pm
23rd Jun 2021 9:58pm
Pedestal
Hypocrisy I can not stand!
I've lived and trod on unbroken sands,
But before I have shown my hand.
I've listened to my fellow friends,
Found myself guilty of being a fool
So stood of that pedestal.
I've lived and trod on unbroken sands,
But before I have shown my hand.
I've listened to my fellow friends,
Found myself guilty of being a fool
So stood of that pedestal.
#forgiveness
414 reads
5 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
18th Jan 2021 10:29pm
18th Jan 2021 10:29pm
Shit mum
A mother's love
Should always be,
So why did you say
You hated me.
I Sat on the bench
With tears in my eyes,
All I could see
was Froth at your mouth.
The anger you'd spew
Upon that young boy,
Just seemed to grow
Like a rolling snowball,
Now as a man
Still wondering why
You made that poor boy
Quiver and cry.
Lack of emotions
Has bode well
Maybe I'll cry again.
When you go rot in hell.
Should always be,
So why did you say
You hated me.
I Sat on the bench
With tears in my eyes,
All I could see
was Froth at your mouth.
The anger you'd spew
Upon that young boy,
Just seemed to grow
Like a rolling snowball,
Now as a man
Still wondering why
You made that poor boy
Quiver and cry.
Lack of emotions
Has bode well
Maybe I'll cry again.
When you go rot in hell.
#loneliness
#rejection
#mother #childhood
#mother #childhood
267 reads
2 Comments
UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
3rd Dec 2020 2:39pm
3rd Dec 2020 2:39pm
Goodbye from him, hello to me
It's such a relief
I can go to bed
Without grinding my teeth,
eyes that once was full
And About to burst
While under the curse,
Are glistening and wide
I've regained my pride
After withstanding the tide,
It's sucked me in
Ragged me about
And give me a clout
It's goodbye from him
Hello to me
I'm off to put up
The Christmas tree 🎄
I can go to bed
Without grinding my teeth,
eyes that once was full
And About to burst
While under the curse,
Are glistening and wide
I've regained my pride
After withstanding the tide,
It's sucked me in
Ragged me about
And give me a clout
It's goodbye from him
Hello to me
I'm off to put up
The Christmas tree 🎄
#happiness
#hope
330 reads
7 Comments
DRUGS POEM
Published
16th Nov 2020 7:46pm
16th Nov 2020 7:46pm
Falling,
Another fall
From that old wagon,
I must stand tall
Leave that flagon,
Spirits broken
The fight has gone,
No more tokens
From when I shone,
I feel the pull
Of the dark side calling
I can almost touch that gun
The walls are falling.
From that old wagon,
I must stand tall
Leave that flagon,
Spirits broken
The fight has gone,
No more tokens
From when I shone,
I feel the pull
Of the dark side calling
I can almost touch that gun
The walls are falling.
#sadness
#emptiness
#fear
284 reads
3 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
25th Jul 2020 1:58am
25th Jul 2020 1:58am
Free yourself
Weakness is a habit!
Not a choice we control,
Controlling the habit
Is a choice,
Addictions come in various forms
Pills
Drink
Smoke!
Also emotional addiction
We move on
Controlling the habit
Is releasing the addiction
Not a choice we control,
Controlling the habit
Is a choice,
Addictions come in various forms
Pills
Drink
Smoke!
Also emotional addiction
We move on
Controlling the habit
Is releasing the addiction
#emotions
270 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
16th Jun 2020 11:40pm
16th Jun 2020 11:40pm
X
I'd die if it would make sense
#emptiness
288 reads
0 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
16th Jun 2020 10:55pm
16th Jun 2020 10:55pm
f**k
Don't pretend you don't remember
Your life was sweet,
Under the exes feet
It wouldn't end well
Once the moment you fell,
Fuck this I'm off for a beer
End up with a girl that isn't with her
And another warm beer
We can't write when
I'm not with her
Your life was sweet,
Under the exes feet
It wouldn't end well
Once the moment you fell,
Fuck this I'm off for a beer
End up with a girl that isn't with her
And another warm beer
We can't write when
I'm not with her
#alcohol
309 reads
0 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
10th Jun 2020 11:22pm
10th Jun 2020 11:22pm
Life again
Cloud nine destroyed lives
Understanding one own views
The family get out the knives
But they never see when you spew
Spend my money
Treating those honeys of the night
Who only love my wallet nectar
I only want my wife's honey
Life's pain
Life's struggle
Understanding one own views
The family get out the knives
But they never see when you spew
Spend my money
Treating those honeys of the night
Who only love my wallet nectar
I only want my wife's honey
Life's pain
Life's struggle
#money
349 reads
2 Comments
UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
26th May 2020 11:57pm
26th May 2020 11:57pm
Rebuilt
Failure is not measured by mistakes by oneself.
But the optimistic failings of oneself,
Don't crumble till once you've rebuilt oneself many times,
Then once more,
But the optimistic failings of oneself,
Don't crumble till once you've rebuilt oneself many times,
Then once more,
#emotions
295 reads
2 Comments
DRUGS POEM
Published
21st May 2020 11:37pm
21st May 2020 11:37pm
Slipped #1
You was doing so well
But then you fell,
Don't let this drag you
To the place you called hell.
Don't over think
It was only a few drinks,
You've been there before
And you'll do it again,
The past will resurface
It Will cause up a stir,
For them that don't show
Clearly don't know,
People have lives
Just watch out for knives,
For those that do
You should stick to like glue,
All will be well
Lets get out of this hell
But then you fell,
Don't let this drag you
To the place you called hell.
Don't over think
It was only a few drinks,
You've been there before
And you'll do it again,
The past will resurface
It Will cause up a stir,
For them that don't show
Clearly don't know,
People have lives
Just watch out for knives,
For those that do
You should stick to like glue,
All will be well
Lets get out of this hell
#alcohol
320 reads
3 Comments
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
14th May 2020 8:09am
14th May 2020 8:09am
Why can't we ?
As we wake again
In this broken world
Controlled by faceless beings
We must ask ourselves Why
We can't do the things we want
Unless we get the nod
From some unscrupulous bastard
Who sits inside their tower,
Break free
Do the things you want
As long as no pays
In this broken world
Controlled by faceless beings
We must ask ourselves Why
We can't do the things we want
Unless we get the nod
From some unscrupulous bastard
Who sits inside their tower,
Break free
Do the things you want
As long as no pays
#happiness
266 reads
0 Comments
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