You get what you get

I'm here if you wanna talk, I'm 13 almost 14 and I can totally relate with you. I know it's hard and and each day seems impossible. What makes you so strong is not how long you've lived but how every day you get up. Even if it kills you, even if you just want to sleep and never wake up, you get up. I don't know much about you or your situation but I know how I feel every day and I think we're at least a bit similar. All I will be able to tell you is what I wish someone would tell me. You are strong, so amazingly broken and beautiful. A mind that wants to die trapped in a body that wants love is the strongest thing ever. Never give up. If tomorrow seems so utterly impossible then focus on the next hour. You are so brave and so so strong. There's 7.8 billion people in this world and you are not alone. If you can't continue on then so be it but know that I will miss you. I care. I will notice if you stop being active. I'm not lying, if I can't live for myself then I will live for someone else. You are not alone.

Thank you so much. It’s things like this that make me want to hold on longer. I want to make sure no one else feels the way I do. Thank you for this comment. And you are strong too. Reaching out for help is the hardest thing someone can do. Even when you doubt, I promise there is someone who cares about you. Be safe.

This poem does not sound stupid. I really enjoyed the concept, the insights, the emotions, the honesty. Again, all the pieces are there. A bit of editing the sutcture would help it flow and read better. Which may give you the sound you prefer. But certainly not stupid. I enjoyed it.