Engraved

I sit encapsulated and intoxicated in this complicated creation transcending imagination and logic, it's cosmic, chaotic
seemingly sporadic
and erratically displayed..
the divinity never to degrade
fascination of infinity never to fade..

I sit engraved in eternity
feeling less enslaved to uncertainty
I'm so used to irking me
but now I know I must allow myself to
remain perfectly chill and aware
as still, wild and bare as the wind
we share without care..

I lounge in a lost lair I've long since declared to be heaven and hell
in which I somehow fell yet created and deliberately dwell in..