Lost pals

How can it be,
Were Friends no more,
When it was you,
Who said shut the door,
On the drink and drugs,
That kept me afloat,
Like a steady boat,

The doors are closed,
I'm afresh, Clean and smart,
Our laughing stopped,
But I won't go back,
If our friendship failed,
Because now I see,
It wasn't fun when,
You all laughed at me,